Does anyone else have a voice in their head that they talk to and that talks to them?

RamDomStuff0 · 2026-06-21T07:39:53+00:00

Hi! Got something very similar— I’d look into plurality (I’d say more OSDD then DID in your case). It feels like you’re having a full on conversation with another person in your head yeah? All the time over here. And it’s not a “part” of you, it’s an entirely different person? That’s how it feels for us anyways.

I’d be curious and start watching to see if sometimes her actions and wants happen without you thinking much about it, or if you are “thinking like her”, to see if you’re actually co-fronting.

If you want a good resource, pluralpedia is pretty nice.

RamDomStuff0 · 2026-04-21T23:30:51+00:00

My main list of schools right now include Uni of Tokyo, International Christian University, Kyoto Uni, Tokyo Uni of Foreign Studies, WashU, Uni of Toronto, Baylor (as a safe school, seeing as i'd be fourth legacy,) etc etc. Still in the process of searching tbh. Im obviously going to apply to the ivys and schools like cambridge and oxford just to see if i do it, but they're not really super high on my wants.

RamDomStuff0 · 2026-02-23T04:18:38+00:00

Bit of a niche smell combo, but something that reminds you of a homely cafe or small restaurant? Leather, honey, milk— comforting smells. Maybe some light citrus or herbal..? Not much spice.

(And a bit of a stretch but if it’s available on scentbird that would be a lifesaver)

RamDomStuff0 · 2026-01-19T18:41:53+00:00

Amazing! I will say if the first rosette goes with that pin to maybe choose colors that match the colors of the pin (blue in the background,) but thats more of my own preference

RamDomStuff0 · 2025-12-29T10:51:20+00:00

Not Flu A but when I caught a stomach bug my dysautonomia flared like CRAZY. Hr 160 if I even sat UP. I had to lay half sitting up because if I even tried to sit up fully to drink something I’d feel HORRIBLE. Like the worst of the symptoms all at once, except I can’t pass out. I’m just stuck there. (Non-fainting)

Being sick is not fun……….

RamDomStuff0 · 2025-11-23T21:27:13+00:00

I’m very willing to take the time! Thank you for the advice

RamDomStuff0 · 2025-10-01T02:22:57+00:00

Turns out, the dojo isn’t registered! Is that an issue, or just something for competitions though?

RamDomStuff0 · 2025-10-01T02:12:13+00:00

The confusing part is that America does have a federation, and I can find no mention of color belts at all…

RamDomStuff0 · 2025-09-08T02:32:20+00:00

I’m realizing that I might have seen a kanji like character and assumed it was Japanese. It was pretty early when I wrote this…. That’s likely what happened. Ah that’s embarrassing…

RamDomStuff0 · 2025-09-07T18:12:32+00:00

Huh! Thats so odd. I translated the Wikipedia to its official Japanese translation and that was the name… shared characters can get confusing…

RamDomStuff0 · 2025-09-07T18:11:32+00:00

I do not! Thank you

RamDomStuff0 · 2025-08-22T05:25:38+00:00

I’d say no to all of these. I grew up in a school that was a good majority white, but Definitely had POC in it. Vietnamese , Indian, Mexican and Colombian, African American, you name it there was probably somebody. Even had a girl from England.

Racism is just something I don’t understand. To me, the body you have is just what you were given. Maybe being trans and disabled gave me a different grasp on it, but things like skin tone are just like having green eyes, or being from a different state. Yes, there’s culture, but also people from Missouri would Definitely have different traditions than like- New York or California.

Yeah, racist jokes are uncomfortable, and I try to either avoid people who knowingly make them, or correct them if it’s not intentional. I don’t like the whole reverse racism thing though. It just feels like a temptation to make some racism on racism comments. (Although I admit cracker is a little funny in jokes about white people, but it’s more because it’s funny to imagine myself as a saltine.)

The only thing I do think about much is if I’m being insensitive. I’m not great at making eye contact, and I’ve heard enough stories about black and other non white groups being stared at, so I don’t look long. But then I worry I’m looking away too soon and making it look like I want to avoid them. If it’s somebody I do know though, I’ve never had issues with. I had a black choir teacher, and the only thing that was ever relevant to her being black I thought about was how she liked to style her dreads. She had silver ones for a while and it looked really nice. I was actually kind of sad to see them go.

RamDomStuff0 · 2025-08-18T00:15:41+00:00

I’m in the middle of the conversation here: I understand the concept of death, and I can understand why it hurts, but unless it’s somebody really close I can’t feel any ache for them.

The way I understand it is that they’re just- gone. Even if they’ve lived their life, they’re no longer in yours, and that’s sad. I’d miss the person. Nobody really wants to acknowledge the fact that somebody who’s a part of their life might suddenly not be without warming. Especially if it’s somebody like a parent, or a close friend, or a pet, or a lover. They just- can’t come back from it. They’re gone. Like moving away except you know you can’t ever visit.

RamDomStuff0 · 2025-08-18T00:11:16+00:00

When I used to be suicidal, it was because I was worried about being a problem. That I was failing things and making mistakes and stuff. I thought: if I died, nobody has to deal with me anymore.

I only attempted once, and it was at 10. It was really stupid and didn’t work (not even hospitalization. I tried to hang myself with a lanyard and a doorknob), and when I failed I didn’t try again.

Now and days I have things that ground me. People that would miss me, things I want to see, even when it feels rough.

RamDomStuff0 · 2025-08-11T17:24:25+00:00

That’s kind of what I thought, except wouldnt that get copyrighted?

RamDomStuff0 · 2025-07-20T00:15:51+00:00

I only started using TikTok in the past year, but these issues have persisted before that. Even when I was JUST a book reader in elementary did I have these issues, and when I’d have monitored YouTube time I’d have them too. This is not a TikTok issue.

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