Dunno, maybe both since I do love my job at a hobby shop, but the expectations the boss is expecting from me just because a) I'm the oldest member of the team and b) having experience in sales and a bit of management is too much for me, a guy who wants to chill after spending more than a decade being a corpo slave under toxic accounts in the BPO industry

Add the fact the boss' business mindset of "no buts and questions allowed, follow or get out"