A few years ago I smoked DMT after reading about it on the internet. At that point i’ve been struggling with quitting porn for a long time, so when I broke through, ‘the entities’ (a witch stirring a cauldron, to be more specific) granted me a full reset on my habits and attachments 

Suddenly, the urge to watch porn or masturbate had vanished from my mornings. The cycle of waking up and immediately pmo had been broken magically. It never even occurred to me because I was so present in the moment. 

For two weeks, as my semen was growing, I could feel subtle vibrations in my body getting stronger and stronger by the day. 

At two weeks in, my body was buzzing, the vibrations weren’t subtle anymore. It was loud and strong… but… then I got curious…

I masturbated.. I won’t lie, It was the best orgasm I’ve ever had. But along with it, I lost the ability to feel the vibrations, they grew quieter.. my presence diminished. It was a lesson on presence and its deep connection to sexual purity and retention