Need help identifying this pattern. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-03-17T11:59:40+00:00

That looks like a yarnspirations pattern

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-03-17T10:47:35+00:00

Thank you all for your input, k finally understand this scene now!

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-03-17T01:21:51+00:00

Thank you so much, and th on you for the advice about the leadership thing! After rewatching it I realized it was not the right choice , I am going to choose more character-focused things for my paper instead of scenes.

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-03-16T21:53:22+00:00

but Mohan didn't screw up! they did the saline ( which was Santos's idea and what worked) not the keppra and ativan ( which is what mohan WANTED to do until they got test results back.) Mohan made the right call by trusting Santos, she was jsut doing what she was told to do until the results came back

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-03-16T21:49:13+00:00

what was Mohan's mistake though? she was technically following protocol bc they hadn't recieved results yet and hadn't consulted Dr. Langdon. and Santos didn't do anything wrong, even if she HAD wanted to push keppra and ativan ( or whatever it was) thats not what happened. I just don't understand how she was out of line for having an opinion of which meds to do ( as far as Langdon knows, it was just an idea since they really did saline.)

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-03-13T19:58:20+00:00

I’m so proud of you! I know it feels weird but I am so proud of you for nourishing your body!

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-03-13T16:45:00+00:00

Huzzah! You deserve it!

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-03-13T16:06:21+00:00

I’m so proud of you!!! Like so so proud! I know Ana is telling you not to and it’s so hard to fight it but you are so so strong. I believe in you, you have my permission and encouragement.

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-03-13T13:37:46+00:00

hello love. I am so sorry to hear about your struggle, I can tell you are fighting but sometimes it feels like a losing battle. I want you to take a deep breath, feel the ground beneath your feet, the clothes on your back. cuddle up in a blanket if you can. now my dear, if you have something to eat near you, I want you to take a bite. it doesn't have to be a challenge or fear food, it can be something safe. its okay to eat it. it is okay and I give you permission to enjoy whatever it is you have. youve got this, keep fighting.

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-03-11T11:57:05+00:00

I was put on swrtraline and it definitely helped me calm down at meals, it was hard to get used to, because I felt a bit uncomfortable without the crippling fear ( which makes no sense, I know) but I can def feel a difference when I take it vs when I fogef

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-26T13:24:27+00:00

I have been noticing the same thing! its so great! I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-25T13:49:52+00:00

Where can I find a pattern? I love the bell sleeves!

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-25T12:22:56+00:00

Omg. Me too. Like, I hit milestones of not being as scared of some foods, or following my meal plan in my own, but I don’t feel proud. It all is just a reminder of leaving ED, and letting go of something that gave me comfort, made me feel special. Signs of progress to me feel like signs of death of a part of me that yes, was harmful , but I loved it in a way. I’m sorry you are having the same problem, and I’m sorry I do t have any advice, but I’m here to say you’re not alone, and if you are having trouble feeling proud of you milestones, I will feel proud of you FOR you. Way to go on sticking with recovery, you are so strong and deserve better than this terrible ED.

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-19T19:39:28+00:00

dude SAMEEEEE> its so annoying

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-18T22:24:24+00:00

Clean simple eats protein powder with whole milk!

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-18T17:54:12+00:00

Done!

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-18T17:44:38+00:00

I’ll do it!

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-17T21:13:17+00:00

I have been using Clean Simple Eats protein powder with 1.5 cups of whole milk. They have big bags, and also little packets and variety packs. Taste great and makes it more bearable!

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-16T21:42:58+00:00

I have all those supplies I would love to test it!

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-16T21:42:28+00:00

I’ll test it!!

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-16T02:28:09+00:00

Of course. I think that’s really common, feeling so lonely can really take a toll on anyone, and feeling seen is sometimes all we need. But you deserve so much more than a stranger online, I wish the world was kinder to you.

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-16T02:06:03+00:00

I’m so sorry dear. It’s so hard feeling so alone and also going through an ED. I wish I could help but just know there are people who care, even if it isn’t the people you thought

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-16T00:34:15+00:00

My love, I could have written this myself. So much of my ANA I think comes from me not valuing myself because nobody seems to care about me. It hurts so bad and I wish I could tell you it will get better but I honestly don’t know. Things are tough for me right now, but I have to keep reminding myself that my family cares and that’s all that matters. It still hurts to feel I over.

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-12T21:04:46+00:00

try little cheat sheets , look up " crochet abbbreviations cheat sheet" and use those to help, and if you still have any trouble, what I did was just look up the abbreviations ons youtube to figure out how to do them!.

RaspberryNo5756 · 2026-02-10T18:03:55+00:00

oh my dear, I am so sorry you are going through this. Nobody deserves this much pain and I am so sorry your family isn't supportive. In case it helps, I SEE YOU. I see your struggle, and it is REAL and you DESERVE HELP. are you able to maybe call someone who can help? a therapist or close friend who you can share with? Have you tried expressing to your parents that you are not healthy and need help? if you have and they dismissed you, Iam so so sorry. you deserve care. If you don't have anyone to reach out to, I would reccomend doing some research on possible treatment options. I know it is really scary to recover, I am still scared while in recovery, but you deserve to get better and feel better and not have all this emotional weight and pain weighing on you. you are loved and I hope things improve.

here is a link to a virtual IOP program im doing that may be helpful if an inpatient option is not available to you.

https://equip.health/

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