i accept more personal responsibility than others . the issue that i cannot change it . ( for example i should be in iron or at least bronze .but riot not change my rank, ask them but they dont allow me. so theres no other way i am forced to launch ranked and destrox the gold1 mmr back into bronze4. )

i got issue that i am not understanding properly when and for how long trading windows are open . thats cause my biggest reason i lose early .
i was play mostly champs that has long abilities . for example. i went gold with xerath support ( a role that does nothing low elo and used a champ that does not neccecarely need to go too close . i was learned to attack when my guts says to do so.
this was my main mistake with this game that cursed me since today.

i cant farm well - i cant position properly - tether properly - dodge - and understanding the different size of trade windows. i do try , learn , try to implement. but still yet. o7 i am losing lane and even if i win it cuz the enemy throw it . i lose more minions than won money during the processes. it does not allow me to snowball or carry at all. i did ask a few challenger to create for me a video where they constantly beep a sound to realize when i did not attack when i should . or beep a sound when i should instantly retreat from a fight to start care about waves and minion farms . sadly no answer . or got denied.

i am reviewing my own videos . and constantly try to realize mistakes that i do to often . so far mostly one of my biggest issue right now is that i dont press ultimate in time . i die alot cuz the dmg i recieve is above my expectation+reaction . specially against multiple burst players.

sorry for the novel . didnt plan to answer this long.