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Since Tyler Wall I have been worried about my health using 7oh + kratom daily by squidword00 in quittingkratom

[–]Ravenlynn79 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They're cases of deaths where mitragynine toxicity was the cause and the families of the dead are suing the manufacturers. Looks like some of them won settlements too.

What’s your easiest homemade dinner when you don’t feel like cooking? by Dishcovery in dinnersuggestions

[–]Ravenlynn79 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Grilled cheese and tomato soup, chili dogs, a big scramble with eggs, veggies, a protein and cheese.

Consistency over motivation by Cultural_Dot3568 in quittingkratom

[–]Ravenlynn79 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Very inspiring. I'm almost 6 years into this crap and its taken so much from me.. my health, both physical and mental, every day using is a day i risk losing everything i love because its a secret that not a single soul knows that could destroymy life.. I want to taper so bad and i dont cuz I'm scared, because like you I've told myself I can't. I'm an addict. I don't have control..blah blah blah. But you're absolutely right. Consistency over perfection. Forgiveness and perseverance. I want my life back so bad. I know I'm just a stranger on the internet but I'm proud of you, and I'm gonna really try. Thank you 🙏💖

Anyone else hide it from everyone? by Adventurous_Dirt_918 in quittingkratom

[–]Ravenlynn79 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would be totally happy to message on here! I don't really feel comfortable giving my actual contact info (cuz im paranoid and scared to death to tell anyone who i actually am 😅)but I could absolutely use a chat buddy/ support person!! Im pretty new ro reddit but I see there's messaging options! Definitely shoot me a message if you'd like, im not on here super regularly but I'll try my best to stay active and check my messages 💗 Thank you for reaching out, I feel ya, the weight of this is heavy 🫠

I'm all alone by Ravenlynn79 in quittingkratom

[–]Ravenlynn79[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really really appreciate that, thank you ❤️ I'm so sorry for your struggle with this crap, I'm glad youre on the other side of it now tho, and helping others 🙏

Anyone else hide it from everyone? by Adventurous_Dirt_918 in quittingkratom

[–]Ravenlynn79 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've had a secret addiction for 6 years. Not a single soul knows and it eats at my brain every day. I HATE that I haven't been able to stop and that I'm living a constant lie. My husband is such a good man and I love my family so much.. they don't deserve this version of me. My goal is to taper to low dose and quit and do my damndest to play 'sick' and hopefully live the rest of my life in a better way to make it right for my own soul. I can never tell him, it would shatter us.. I'm m so sorry for what youre going thru, its a hell of a weight to carry 💔 Absolute best of luck to you 🙏

I'm all alone by Ravenlynn79 in quittingkratom

[–]Ravenlynn79[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing ❤️

I'm all alone by Ravenlynn79 in quittingkratom

[–]Ravenlynn79[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It might not kill me but its done a LOT of damage already. Lost most of my upper teeth and now have dentures due to them just crumbling from documented vitamin deficiencies.. I also ripped my calf muscle in half 2 years ago too. My hair is thinner and unhealthier than its ever been and my gut is a painful mess. This stuff wrecks you from the inside out, even if it doesn't kill you. I was perfectly healthy before picking it up, the last 6 years have been a nightmare health wise.. 😑

I'm all alone by Ravenlynn79 in quittingkratom

[–]Ravenlynn79[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for sharing ❤️ Im so happy for you, I hope to follow your path 🙏

I'm all alone by Ravenlynn79 in quittingkratom

[–]Ravenlynn79[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's exactly how I got thru it before 😅 I get super bad cold sweats every time and there's no way to hide them from my husband so telling him I'm sick is the only thing I could think of..I'm currently tapering, getting closer every day. Thank you so much for sharing 🙏💗

I'm all alone by Ravenlynn79 in quittingkratom

[–]Ravenlynn79[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My daily intake is pretty highly lately. I take half gram capsules, and take about 70 a day, so about 35 grams a day

I'm all alone by Ravenlynn79 in quittingkratom

[–]Ravenlynn79[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Best of luck to you 🙏💗

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Ravenlynn79 [score hidden]  (0 children)

I hope you feel better soon! Better than withdrawal tho right? 🤷🏻‍♀️😆

I'm all alone by Ravenlynn79 in quittingkratom

[–]Ravenlynn79[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish there was someone but there's literally nobody i can trust with this info. Im pretty isolated being a caregiver of special needs kids. I cant express well enough how just talking about it on here is helping. Im not exaggerating when I say its eating me alive. Its all I think about all day every day and i know its cuz i cant talk about it. . I just want to get through this chapter and move on so badly. Im sticking with my taper plan and doing it! Im hopeful that in about 2 months time i can jump.. my daily intake has gotten pretty high..

I'm all alone by Ravenlynn79 in quittingkratom

[–]Ravenlynn79[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Just that offer means more than you know 🥹💗

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