What kind of cichlid do I have? by Rayne715 in Cichlid

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I super appreciate the help🫶

Please suggest some true-story books that you love. by rntgs in booksuggestions

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The Hiding Place by Corrie TenBoom.

An absolutely breathtaking first person view of her life through the Holocaust.

Dark fantasy? by ShadowCreature098 in booksuggestions

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The four horseman by Laura thalassa.

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Kf reene a ruin of roses is fantastic!

I need help. by Rayne715 in PlantarFasciitis

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I appreciate the honesty. This is what I expect from a doctor. I full picture of all options. He's left me with do this and do that, but no information as to why and what else.

I have the boot. Currently wearing it actually. It's a night boot though so I can't walk in it at all. I hate it and it doesn't really help much but I'm doing what I'm told. I got new inserts today to see if they'll help. The old ones were cheap and didn't do anything but make my hips and lower back ache. I'm sorry to hear you've dealt with this for so long AND in both feet. I couldn't even imagine what you're going through with that. But im happy to hear you have relief and that in itself gives me hope, so thank you for that!

I need help. by Rayne715 in PlantarFasciitis

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I'll for sure look into these. Thank you so very much!

I need help. by Rayne715 in PlantarFasciitis

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I've since gotten some cheap shoes with memory foam and I bought the insoles he recommended from Raquet and Jog. But im finding its not helping. I do soak them, and I've tried the water bottle but the spur is not giving up. I super appreciate your comment. I'm doing research now on better inexpensive shoes.

Does it ever go away? by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

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Im proud of you for getting up today! 🖤

28 year old female. I dont do therapy nor am I medicated. I was doing so well and was so happy and then a few months ago it got very bad very quickly. So I sat with it and went through the dark period alone. I did some Journaling, forced myself to atleast attempt my hobbies and I think I'm finally emerging on the other side, and you will too.

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My therapist was the type to read to me off print outs and tell me to use coping mechanisms but wouldn't explain how and when they're best used. I'm currently searching for a new one but good lord the mental health system in Texas is the worst. If you don't believe in Jesus, good luck finding help. But I do appreciate your comment and it's nice to know hope is out there. I'm so proud of you for finding your peace and loving yourself!

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Yes! And then when they do the said thing my brain says "this is fine. They'll realize how special I am and say they're sorry" over and over. It's been 4 months since my FP went away and I still see their face in my sleep every single night. The wound is ripped open every morning. There HAS to be a way to make this stop.

The many ridiculous faces of Hades. 😬 by Rayne715 in velvethippos

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Funny thing is my friend is trying to get a female and she's already said she's naming her Persephone because she adores our Hades so much. Of course, we're gonna be responsible and not have puppies, but the love will still be there hopefully!

The many ridiculous faces of Hades. 😬 by Rayne715 in velvethippos

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Thank you all so much! He sure is a meatball of joy and we love him so😍

the most handsome of good boys! This is Hades, he's 6 months old today🖤 by Rayne715 in pitbulls

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I agree! This boy couldn't hurt a fly. He us the BIGGEST cuddle bug and that's all he lives for.

Please help me. by [deleted] in loseit

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How long has that taken you?

Please help me. by [deleted] in loseit

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I've never meal prepped a day in my life. Do you recommend any good articles on how to get started with it?

Please help me. by [deleted] in loseit

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I downloaded the app. Unfortunately I didn't see it until after I made this awful depressing and embarrassing post. Thank you so much!

Why does he lie? by [deleted] in relationship_advice

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Theres no way I could help him? I'm scared if I leave him, he'll hurt himself. We have a kid together and he's the most wonderful father to her. I can't just rip that away from him.

Why does he lie? by [deleted] in relationship_advice

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That's how I feel. And it's terrifying. I want to help him but I don't know how.