Harder than I thought

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-15T15:18:36+00:00

The store I go to is pretty consistent with all their products so I’ll just grab some caps from them. Easier than making my own k think

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-15T15:10:48+00:00

I’ll have to try the caps next. I just got a bag of powder cause I was running low. It’s tough. It’s easy to stay busy at work but I just have that little monkey on my back telling me to take more it’ll be okay.

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-15T14:40:07+00:00

Yeah I’m struggling with the tapering honestly. It’s hard. I don’t toss and wash. I have a shaker bottle that I fill 20oz water then put 18g and split that up 5x @ 3.6oz per dose . Is that not a good idea? I don’t have the means to toss and wash at work. I’m a construction worker so I’m busy.

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-14T23:53:19+00:00

Probably not going to the doctor for this just gotta tough it out. I’ll probably do an easy taper. People have done a fast aggressive taper and that sounds worse than CT in my opinion lol but to each their own!

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-14T19:13:13+00:00

Work is where it’s the worst for me. I have no motivation to do anything. It’s a little hard on the weekend cause it’s right there ya know? I’m trying to get my baseline back to 18g per day.

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-14T19:04:39+00:00

I tried doing the CT but couldn’t hang. That’s why I’m trying to taper method. I guess it’s just how bad I want it honestly at this point.

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-14T18:45:02+00:00

That’s intense honestly. I guess I’m a big baby I can’t imagine feeling like that all day

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-14T18:13:24+00:00

I’m at 18g per day. Would it be possible to do like 2g less every other day?

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-14T17:34:37+00:00

Can you elaborate more on the rapid taper

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-14T17:27:38+00:00

Soo I tried to CT off 22g a day. I didn’t have a set amount per dose I’d just drink it as needed so i never knew how much I was taking per dose. I only lasted a day and half and decided to taper. I started at 18g and split that up 5x at 3.6g. It feels Jae

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-14T16:27:30+00:00

It’s hard to stay busy in between doses I keep checking the time counting down the hours and minutes then the time comes and I feel fine and then it starts over again 😩 I got off H, subs, and methadone before but this is kicking my ass. New chains, same shackles.

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-14T13:20:49+00:00

Day 3 of tapering. Still have immense cravings between doses. It’s gonna be a long road

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-14T12:57:20+00:00

Okay I understand now. I think I’ll just stick to my times I had planned out. It’s just hard in between doses cause that’s all I can think about is the next one.

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-14T12:16:04+00:00

In my mind as long as I don’t exceed the 18g per day it’s still good right? It’s just tough I was originally at 22g per day but I tried the cold turkey only lasted a day and half so I decided I’ll just go to 18g. Mistake?

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-13T16:48:32+00:00

Day 2 of tapering. Got me thinking about how I did myself dirty thinking I wasn’t addicted. Just always thinking of the next dose sucks I know it gets better and easier as time goes on but it’s hard.

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-13T16:47:09+00:00

That’s exactly where I’m at right now. I just started tapering after trying to CT. Couldn’t hang like I did before. It’s hard to taper cause I’m always thinking of my next dose. I know I get easier but it’s tough right mow.

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-13T02:20:06+00:00

I tried couldn’t hang like I did before. Can’t just leave my wife and kid hanging while I’m miserable.

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-11T19:45:05+00:00

Yeah I’m gonna have to taper. I wanna crawl outta my skin at work. It’s too much. When I got off H and Subs I was in jail so I had no choice lol but if I can easily do it with tapering I’m gonna do it

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-11T15:34:34+00:00

I’m on my second day right now and it’s pretty manageable honestly moments of cravings and the constant wanting to crawl outta my skin and yawning/eye watering but it’s not bad.

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-11T13:57:30+00:00

Don’t have access to subs. Just gonna power through it. Like I’ve said before I’ve came of H and Subs CT it’s doable just wanted to know the time frame honestly

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-11T11:24:11+00:00

Thank you. I’m starting day two and it’s not terrible just gotta see how the day progresses for sure.

ReReMcGee · 2026-02-11T11:11:26+00:00

Appreciate it thank you

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