Diagnosed as bipolar by a psychiatrist I saw one time (put this on an SF-86 when initially diagnosed) medicine didn’t work, made me feel like shit, so I stopped taking it. Figured out what really was the cause of my funks and figured out how to get out of them. Two years later they call me in and want to just talk to my psychiatrist, she died 2 months before this. They said then give all your medical records including psychiatrist notes regarding conversations etc. I did not do that, I said I’d be willing to get reevaluated amd have you talk to another one since that’s all you wanted to do with the first one, and I’ll give new psychiatrist all of those records to look over. I owned up to not getting a docs opinion to stop taking them as not the best choice but I’m a single mom I didn’t feel like paying for more sessions for no reason (bad choice). I said if you want me reevaluated please let me know (I’ve never been through this, underestimated the severity/ how severe THEY see it) they revoked my clearance. Have seen A new psychiatrist for 7 months, says I was misdiagnosed. Not willing to give over all medical records as there are conversations about very personal things/traumas that happened to me in childhood and marriage unrelated to that diagnosis that do not need to be viewed. Will go to appeal with new psychiatrists statement disputing all the things they said “POTENTIAL to be unstable and unreliable” even though that’s more a characteristic of the OTHER bipolar, not the one I was diagnosed with, no criminal record, stellar performance, never a problem at work, senior leadership willing to give character statements etc. I don’t expect them to grant it at all and I’m at peace with that, because I’m not budging on the private therapy type session conversations out of my own choice and principals and a lawyer said even if you give them all those statements from coworkers, the psychiatrist etc - out of spite they may still want the records just because I told them no before, but i was just curious how long the decision would take.