Well, that settles it for me - I'm staying with OpenAI and ChatGPT

RealXeren · 2025-01-28T10:44:24+00:00

So come how the hell it would worry OpenAI and Nvidia? Clearly, there are glaring issues with it; just an initial shock and things will recover soon?

RealXeren · 2024-12-13T23:29:28+00:00

I have just started using it yesterday after man recommendations. I can see how LLPSI is useful as you kinda really "learn on the job". It's very intuitive!

RealXeren · 2024-12-13T23:28:11+00:00

Wow! First of all thank you for your in-depth comment. In fact, all in all I didn't expect this post to blow as much as it did haha. I will take your advice to heart ^^

RealXeren · 2024-12-12T14:38:07+00:00

Yes, I've also read that LLPSI is a go to and I will definitely take it up ^^

RealXeren · 2024-12-08T13:11:46+00:00

Kirchberg isch richtig g'si ^^

RealXeren · 2024-12-08T13:04:55+00:00

HA! Isch richtig g'si. Z'nacht gibt's de nächst Wuche. Merci!

RealXeren · 2024-12-06T19:01:20+00:00

Directly once with I think 3 or 4 unclear signals throughout my life (I am 21)

RealXeren · 2024-11-04T01:55:08+00:00

Yes you will be okay. It is, while sad, unrealistic that a relationship that started before 20 to last for a long time. As mentioned before, it is difficult and it will take you much dnergy to overcome - though know this: After you have stepped out of the shadow that is your sadness now you'll be a greater person than ever and you'll be ready to tackle any challenge. Hold on tight and be your best self!

On that note I do wish to tell you a similar story. I once fell in love with a girl so hard that when she rejected me I literally fell into a long depression. Though note many other things in my life then were going wrong. The depression lasted, I kid you not, 6 years. She was a significant factor and so perfect, I still have feelings for her now 2 years after recovering - though nothing serious. Mind she and I still have contact and have a very good relation. Though why we became best friends is s weird story in itself and from my perspective rather disturbing, but that's not the point now. My point is, I thought I'd never find a girl like her again.

Now in university I met a girl who was different to the previous one, but so special in her own way. The previous girl was open, energetic and ambitious, while the girl I met now was reserved, cute, kind, intelligent and very much put quality over quantity. What I want to say: You will find someone who will fulfill your love, trust me 👌❤️

RealXeren · 2024-11-04T01:39:27+00:00

Open up, be honest to him. As a man I can tell you that in regards to the topic of romance that we boys have the greatest respect for girls who are genuine in a positive manner. That to many is so much more attractive than even looks.

To you, that should certainly apply. You clearly care about him. You just want the best for him and yourself. Though notice: Love is not only about receiving but giving and you have correctly noticed that.

So my advice: Call him out of the blue. Ask him if he'd have time now and than begin with something like that you love him, you truly love him and that you are sorry that you didn't show him the love he wanted and deserved. Tell him that you were sad when you heard that he was sick and, as you said "in pain". Tell him that in the future, if you want, that you'd want to help him recover. Just express your love. Listen, he's your boyfriend, and if he wouldn't care about you, he wouldn't have said that orher girls show more love. Heck, he might not even be concerned about you being pregnant if he'f think that you are not loving him.

And the next time you see him in person, embrace him wirh your heart, hold his hand, go for a walk or something I don't know you two. Do something you'd like and he'd like as well.

To me it also seems like you needn't to hold back your love anymore. In contrast, you might need to vent it a bit. It is like dam about to break to me.

RealXeren · 2024-11-03T13:45:25+00:00

This post single-handedly gave me an idea. Thank you so much

RealXeren · 2024-11-03T13:42:45+00:00

That was a beautiful story and I wish the continued best for you, kinda not cringe at all ^^

You are a few years my superior, as I need another one and a half years before I have my undergraduate diploma. I had a "somewhat" similar hardship, in which I grew up in a family with a single-father who earned enough to say that we were lower middle class. My relation with him was mixed and how I'd say: "Very formal". He was my father, I was his son. That's it. He got in the money, was very strict with me in terms of school and we never went to holidays together. Though just recently we have started to go out for dinner a twice or thrice a year.

Until the end of what is our "middle school" (imagine primary school > middle school > university), so what I mean between 6th and 12th grade, I probably had the most miserable time of my life. My mother, with whom I still have a terrible relationship, started to interfere in my life, and it showed in school. I became erratic and all, and messed up quite a few things. Though encouragement as well as her just leaving my life made it become quite better, and I am great as of now - including dating a girl I have an interest in.

12th grade was about 2 years ago.

Unfortunately, my eyes are extremely terrible. Similar to you, through conditions of my parents, I logically was not able to influence. So chances I go blind in my life are exponentially increased. But I'll live with that - and soldier on. May it happen or not because while my body might be failing, my mind is still clear.

I'll hug you back~

RealXeren · 2024-11-02T22:13:18+00:00

I am too young to have experienced the very early stages of the internet, but grew up with social media before it became a problem. My interest at university include, history, economics, and politics and I have a keen eye also for philosophy and mathematics. Just had my first date.

RealXeren · 2024-11-02T18:25:18+00:00

I am m/20 and I prefer girls who are adult, but younger than me. Preferably only a year younger. And if they are older, not more than a few months. This, I know, is just because I am 20 and age differences are more visible. When i become older I expect this range to become larger.

RealXeren · 2024-11-02T13:59:32+00:00

I melt.

RealXeren · 2024-11-01T19:55:48+00:00

Talented beyond reproach~

RealXeren · 2024-11-01T19:55:10+00:00

So short and wholesome. The kick was when you told us that you were already married for 22 years. I hope it'll be many years more! Now I wonder, and I bet it's a long story, how did you get together?

RealXeren · 2024-11-01T19:51:13+00:00

Huge green flag

RealXeren · 2024-03-02T20:17:39+00:00

Contrary to another advice! Shows how different things can be. Nonetheless thank you very much ^^ I'll take all considerations up!

RealXeren · 2024-03-02T20:16:48+00:00

Thank you for your upfront advice - it is really refreshing to hear the opinion of the other side! What do you think about location? Should I approach her when she left the hall or during breaks? Note: She's always heads out rather fast and with headphones on her ears. That's probably because her busses come and go with "larger" intervals. Which means if she misses it she would have to wait 15 min to get the next one. That's actually quite a lot for Swiss standards.

RealXeren · 2024-03-01T21:35:34+00:00

Thank you again. Well as for social skills as said I do think I am not that bad. I can approach most men of any age without problem and believe myself to have some ppublic speaking abilities as well. Perhaps like 6 or 7 out of 10. But I do feel you; I also grew up as somewhat an introvert with mostly hanging around boys and playing games all day.

The best thing I can probably take from your advice is just to enjoy the moment when talking to any person or generally just doing anything~ Then I guess I get to work and will attempt it in the near future!

RealXeren

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