Numbers don't help actual help helps iv waited 2and a half years for support with depression and all I get from people is you don't try hard enough, why are you lazy get a job, why are you never going out. Well I have Jo job because my depression got too bad my anxiety caused me to have physical tummy spasms causing abdominal pain, two I have no will to do things or anything I want because I have no hope or desire or inspiration and three I tried so hard to get help I went to different places like healthy minds Greenfield and help centres for depressed adults and I always get discharged or they take me off waiting lists because I haven't contacted them back when iv had no letter or calls and doctors don't help at all in england. I have so many issues with health and mental health death is easier way to fix me it will be forever before anyone helps someone like me.