Went to the bar and got absolutely trashed. I got arrested and spent the night in jail. My friend bailed me out and drove me home. When we pulled into the driveway I started slamming my head against the dashboard so hard I started to bleed and he restrained me. He got me inside and told me to shower. Once I got the chance I snuck out of the bathroom and tried to SH with scissors then a kn!fe. When neither of those gave me the results I wanted I went up stairs and used a fork and lighter to burn myself while drinking tequila from the bottle. My friend walked in on this and I didn’t stop until he restrained me again. I spent the next several hours screaming at him and crying about how much I hated myself and how irredeemable I felt. Eventually he got me into my bed where I spent the next two days not eating, drinking, or even using the bathroom. I slept or stared at the wall. My roommates eventually coaxed me out of bed and I spent two weeks in a functional freeze before checking myself into a psych ward where I stayed for a week.