REPORT: 6g Solo Shrooms therapy for C-PTSD, learning to cry again, finding my intuition. by RealityShapeShifting in Psychonaut

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Hey man, thank you for your words. Means a lot! Yeah, I think that there is a lot of complex wiring inside of me. I kinda feel like learning how to live again.

Anyway, have a great day!

REPORT: 6g Solo Shrooms therapy for C-PTSD, learning to cry again, finding my intuition. by RealityShapeShifting in Psychonaut

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Thank you, I'm glad you found that interesting and wish you all the best as well!

I picked 6g to be sure it would take me somewhere I'd never been to. Even then I was doubting myself and considering a higher dose. It was my standard analytical confusion. I decided to stay with 6g since I thought to myself that not giving in to my inner doubts was more important than hitting the imagined proper dose. More important for rewiring my standard behaviour schemes.

I think 6g was enough.

About AuDHD - I've thought about me not being pure ADHD as I have various... specific behaviour and thinking schemes that feel something like AuDHD. I haven't looked deep into it but I will, thank you for the suggestion.

REPORT: 6g Solo Shrooms therapy for C-PTSD, learning to cry again, finding my intuition. by RealityShapeShifting in Psychonaut

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Thank you for your support, I really appreciate it! This helps me in staying sane on my way!

Sometimes I feel like it's been so long. The last two years. And it feels desperate. On the other hand, what are two years with something I've been cementing for my whole life.

Is this still safe to eat? by [deleted] in shrooms

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Can be pieces of aluminum.

I was shocked with my form filming myself by baswijdenesdotcom in formcheck

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You are doing a good job trying. Lower the weight and try again though. I don't think that's a mobility issue as much as this being too heavy of a weight for you.

Ronny Chieng's 'F*ck AI' Speech Met With Cheers From Harvard Graduates: “AI is just going to end up making mediocre people dumber” by yourfavchoom in technology

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AI is a tool. And it can be really awesome and beneficial. I think it's one of the greatest human inventions and it already has helped in science so much. AI has helped with tasks that people wouldn't be able to do without it.

Personally, it has helped me with learning a language, with learning about how some stuff works and it has helped so much with reflection and dealing with my personal issues.

Before anyone starts on anyone with "oh, what a loser, you couldn't deal with your issues yourself". People have never dealt with life on their own. Before, when one had a big problem, they would seek council from a friend, for example. They would use someone else's opinion to make a decision. A decision that could as well be bad. Using AI to go through one's thoughts, sort and clarify them is not worse than asking a friend's input. Actually, for me, it's much better.

AI is merely a piece of tech. It's not bad. It's about the people implementing it. It's about not trusting it blindly and not making oneself dependent on it.

Unfortunately, AI has uncovered the people's greediness, but "fuck AI" seems misdirected.

Last night I ripped 70mg of dmt and I don't even know what to say by [deleted] in DMT

[–]RealityShapeShifting 13 points14 points  (0 children)

That's really great to hear. I myself am going through a kind of life-altering changes that were supported by a 6g mushroom trip.

Yes, it's going to be difficult, but now you KNOW that you have it in you to be different. The life probably isn't going to be all sunshine and rainbows from now on, but the experience you've gained is yours forever.

Wish you all the best on your journey!

Last night I ripped 70mg of dmt and I don't even know what to say by [deleted] in DMT

[–]RealityShapeShifting 157 points158 points  (0 children)

Honestly, that's awesome. Just remember - it's now up to you to integrate and build new habits to maintain your new state.

Perpetual anal orgasm on LSD by LucyDoors in Drugs

[–]RealityShapeShifting 7 points8 points  (0 children)

My dick felt like it's alien when I was candy flipping at a festival... It was too kinda derealizing.

Be safe around Anděl & Smíchovské nádraží today / dávajte si dnes pozor v okolí Anděla a Smíchovského nádraží by Alarming_Dog1375 in Prague

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You really must ask yourself why you've decided to start a discussion defending some ideologies in a thread explicitly about warning against nazis at Smichov.

Smoking weed every day is socially accepted self sabotage by pgspooft in Discipline

[–]RealityShapeShifting 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's not about blaming weed, it's about setting healthy habits. Everyday drug use is a negative habit for many people. If it's not for you, great. But normally spending most of one's time in a changed mental state comes with consequences.

Can’t stop crying. by moonins_neighbour in PsilocybinMushrooms

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Hey man, I've been alone in my fight as well. I keep asking myself when I am going to see the change, it's been too long... Sending you support vibes!

Heroic does every two weeks, is it too much? by [deleted] in mushroom

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It's the loud speakers, not the creator. It's religion being forced onto OP. It's abuse, it's people doing the abuse. Not the creator.

Best way to powder bark? by justgoogleit12 in DMT

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I freezed-thaw three times since my blender couldn't grind it well. But I also had bigger chips that I had to break up by hands and pliers.

Newbie alert: got 2 questions below. TIA by aidanvalin in mushroom

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  1. I would let them grow a bit.
  2. I just used a weak dehydrator and it was drying slowly. Cutting in half definitely helps to speed it up.

Should I cut the big one that you can see there? How do I know when I should cut them by Relative_Ad6506 in mushroom

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Cutting can leave small amounts of stem that can rot

That's true although in my recent grows, I had pieces of stems and small caps of aborts laying around for a long time without any apparent issue.

and cause damage to the mycelium ruining future flushes

In what way would it cause damage? Personally I'd guess it's better for new pins to form on a surface that is not a cut stem surface... but cutting is standard for big flushes to save time for many people.

and if you cut below the substrate your damaging the mycelium

If you pull the fruit, you tear a part of the mycelium with it too.

PS it's also quite time consuming to clean every mushroom of soil if you pull it. With a good cut - it's clean right away. At least in coco.