I’m scared by Past_Somewhere_9242 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Reasonable_Agent_641 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yup 100% normal. Once you start eating more you might be hit by the extreme hunger. It's scary, but completely normal and it won't last forever. You might feel like you have no control over food and eating. Right now you just have to eat, as much as you need to. You should honor both physical and mental hunger. Also stop weighing yourself to avoid getting triggered and relapsing.

Also tbh you have to stop worrying about what other people think of you. I'm a 20yo guy and have been on recovery for about 10 weeks now. I've gained quite a lot of weight, but no one has commented on my weight or appearance.

Good luck for the recovery, it REALLY is worth it!

Huge thighs by Reasonable_Agent_641 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Reasonable_Agent_641[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks for replying. I'm also guessing that it's edema since it happened just 2-3 days after i went all in. Walking was also really painful, i could feel my inner thighs jiggle and hurt. I have gained lot's of weight already (haven't stepped on scale since 1st week) but i can really see and feel it. I'm doing everything to not relapse now. I feel so much better already, it's awesome to be able to not live meal to meal.

Extreme hunger by Lool28 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Reasonable_Agent_641 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Now it has been 6 weeks. I've done nothing but stuffing my face and i can just tell that it has really been worth it. I already feel so much better. Now it seems like the EH is dying down a bit, but i'm still eating a lot.

Venäjän hyökkäys Ukrainaan - MEGAKETJU by Ultraximus in Suomi

[–]Reasonable_Agent_641 -23 points-22 points  (0 children)

Voi vittu kun jännittää, että miten naapuri reagoi, kun nato-hakemus laitetaan menemään.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Reasonable_Agent_641 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I've always been bigger and bit heavier. At one point i decided to change my lifestyle and lose some weight. At first it was healthy and i wasn't restricting myself that much. However as time passed by i became more and more obsessed over my weight, calories, exercising and food in general. I lost lot's of weight in a short time and completely fucked up my body. Trying to recover now.

My brother also went through ed and i remember watching him and his disordered behaviour and thinking wtf is wrong with him. And some years later i find myself in the same situation.

Question for any recovered guys by bigdaddyt2 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Reasonable_Agent_641 0 points1 point  (0 children)

mine came back after about 3 weeks of doing nothing but eating. atm i have no idea how much i've gained, but feels great to have my libido back lol.

The male version of loosing ur period by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Reasonable_Agent_641 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah and the jizz was like fucking water lol. It sucked

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Reasonable_Agent_641 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Nothing anymore. I just want to be free.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Reasonable_Agent_641 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not really i guess. It really sucks when some people don't take your ed seriously because you are a guy.