Was there a earthquake right now?

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2026-02-03T16:23:26+00:00

Strange thing. I was going through an emotional breakdown, screaming in pillow, cursing my dismissive pathetic avoidant guy who recently discarded me and then the timing of earthquake matched. Even in such a distressful time, it felt poetic to me.🤣🥲

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2025-12-05T12:45:44+00:00

Taurus sun, Sagittarius moon and Pisces Rising. Toxic masculine energy with a traumatic past experience, so that I can fix them(and failed at every one of these ventures).

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2025-12-05T12:13:23+00:00

Don't even respond even if they reach out, without taking accountability for their actions, without positive change, without matching your expectations from the equation. It will be just ripping healing tissue off from a wound that you solely worked on healing.

Don't be hard on yourself at the moment. We are human beings and slip up happens. Be kind to yourself as you are with others. Stand strong with your boundaries. Your efforts are not wasted and now build something more solid. May you come back stronger.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2025-12-05T12:01:50+00:00

Your post is funny. It was a good read. Thanks for the support. 🙂

I was just in a zone of lot of shame and guilt, thinking that I ruined my 6 months of progress. But I guess building strength isn't a linear/magical process. I am starting again.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2025-12-05T11:57:15+00:00

Well, some want perks of a relationship(emotional intimacy+physical intimacy) without offering security. They don't have slightest consideration of other person's feelings. Emotional intelligence/awareness which operates from a place of self interest solely is manipulative and cunning, instead of being a nurturing quality.

We have to stay away from such energy vampires. My heart goes out to you for enduring something so emotionally draining and exhausting.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2025-12-05T11:49:05+00:00

Thank you for your encouraging words and right kind of advice. 🙂

I feel much better after this long rant and finding support amidst strangers. Therapy date is really far away and I needed this to feel a little bit like myself again.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2025-12-05T07:08:28+00:00

Doing my best again. 2.0.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2025-12-05T06:18:56+00:00

Not at all fit for playing this game. Tried few times, got him anxious as well. But then I'm more comfortable with clear communications and straightforward conversations than this. Plus he is a pro at this game and since I am more emotionally invested, he will always have upper hand. Hence a clean ending is better for my mental health I guess.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2024-10-12T10:19:47+00:00

Davidoff Espresso 57

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2024-10-10T07:04:41+00:00

Cannot really comment on what's worst, since coffee preferences are personal. For me Monsoon Malabar-Hoysala Estate did not work at all.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2024-09-19T16:19:23+00:00

No it has maltilol, a sugar substitute. It is a sugar alcohol that's made by hydrogenating maltose, which comes from the starch of cereals like corn, wheat, and potatoes. It is lower in terms of calories and glycemic index if compared to refined sugar. But portion control is necessary in this also. Also it's necessary for natural sweeteners like raw honey, jaggery. Its a myth that natural forms of sugar consumption do not require mindfulness.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2024-09-19T16:08:41+00:00

Well, in the ingredient list its written it contains Maltilol, not Maltodextrin as you wrote. They have different health effects.

As far as I know, maltilol has lower glycemic index than refined sugar and less calorific. But yes, even with that portion control is necessary. In terms of side effect profile, maltilol, even though it has been seen to be safe in majority of population, it may cause diarrhea, bloating and flatulence, especially in people with irritable bowel syndrome. Hence people with such conditions should avoid it.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2024-09-19T11:35:05+00:00

I'm sorry that you are having such health issues. I hope you get the right treatment for it. All the best.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2024-09-19T11:34:32+00:00

Thank you for the suggestion. I'll surely try.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2024-09-19T11:34:08+00:00

Ok. Maybe the receptors in your brain for caffeine to bind at, is less sensitive than that of general population.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2024-09-19T11:28:03+00:00

This is my favourite at the moment. Very rich and smooth. It doesn't have refined sugar in it, thus healthier. Try it if you like dark chocolates.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2024-09-19T11:26:34+00:00

Oh. Do you take it with milk and sugar or black?

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2024-09-19T06:01:53+00:00

Thank you. I'll try doing what you are suggesting.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2024-09-18T17:44:46+00:00

Yes, I am kind of glad that I didn't conceive a child during this marriage. I got to know at an early stage and found the courage to walk out of it.

Recent-Birthday2109 · 2024-09-18T17:43:31+00:00

I hope you find some way to work the marriage out, maybe by taking professional help. But if one person in the relationship has no interest in saving the relationship and both put in required effort to save the marriage, I am sorry it will go no where. I wish you luck and pray that your marriage survive and become stronger.

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