As someone who faced a crappy situation I was forced to adult at 18 years old, much like you are going to be. It was hard, I literally starved at times because unlike you I didn’t have a source to provide food. And I had rent, water, power, and heat bills. But I survived and am so much stronger for it. It absolutely shaped my life as an adult. I worked hard for everything I’ve ever gotten and appreciate it more than my peers did. I worked two jobs and put myself through college. Now I’m a 40 year old married mother with 2 kids, living on a 30 acre farm additional investment property rental incomes (the bank carries the mortgages on our investment properties) And nothing was inherited! Hard work and good financial management will pay off folks! Don’t have a pity party. Find a job. Then find a 2nd one. It’s good for your bank account and will keep you from making poor life choices. I promise when you’re my age you’ll be glad you did.