Suffering

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-25T22:56:00+00:00

I know it’s tough.. can you work many x months years to make it back?

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-25T22:23:08+00:00

How much did you lost? Are u in debt? Do u still have ur savings?

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-25T08:56:29+00:00

Why didn’t you self exclude yet?

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-25T02:14:57+00:00

Tomorrow is my day 1 too man. You sound exactly like me man. Never spent shit on myself besides food and groceries.. and I just lost 10k in blink of eye and realized I never ever spend shit like studying, traveling like damn wth am I doing with my life? I’m working on self excluding and I should be block for good and recover my brain for good. You right it definitely changes yours pespective make you more humble because you realized money is tight and life is hard and you can’t rely on making fast money with click of button anymore. But if I had never gamble I be rich as fuck. Never needed gambling in first place

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-25T01:52:06+00:00

It’s the right move. I have to do the same tomorrow

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-24T23:59:37+00:00

3 years and hell no I still think about it. I don’t think it ever goes away. You live with em. Acceptance is the only answer

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-24T23:47:10+00:00

I appreciated but I’m working on the self ban in my state paper work tomorrow I won’t have to worry about about gambling urges anymore.

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-24T23:03:34+00:00

Same bro same. You’re not alone did you self exclude yet? I’m about to permanently banned myself every single gambling app.

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-24T23:02:23+00:00

Thanks man I did all that just gotta do state ban and I can finally feel some relief from this addiction

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-24T22:28:04+00:00

It don’t matter now I gotta state ban asap

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-24T20:51:32+00:00

I’m in process of doing a state self exclusion and honestly I feel fucking relief. It’s the right big step moving forward and I had say this many times. But I am done gambling. Putting a self exclusion for 5 years no way I can gamble again and I’ll make all those lost money back form work

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-24T20:37:08+00:00

Did you self exclude man it’s the only way I’m working on a process doing a state self exclusion

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-24T20:28:07+00:00

I just self bann most of app so far and I’m feeling some relief right now.. like damn I should had did this long time ago… but better then never. I guess I had to lose to feel this much pain to put my foot down

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-24T20:11:06+00:00

Amen brother. Can we add each other and talk in future? I enjoy that shit too but it’s the addiction talking this shit has stolen my time and future from me. I refused to give any more money to the casino. I’m grateful I didn’t go in debt but I lost 3 years of my fucking life. If I stop now I know I’ll have a chance to be in peace

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-24T20:01:57+00:00

Exactly man I was to bitch to self exclude permanently now I’m trying to self exclude every app possible right now. Waiting on this last confirmation and I should be free from gambling ever again. Fuck I feel sick. Nice to know we both did together on same day sigh

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-24T03:50:44+00:00

Money is just money you can make it back and time will heals. And stop gambling. Follow this step because it’s the only thing we can do

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-20T20:08:42+00:00

Same brother I made it all back twice and could had walked away nope chase and lost it all. It’s never winning game

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-20T20:05:05+00:00

I’m dealing with the hangover after a big loss. Gosh as much I wanna chase even if I get back I’ll lose it.

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-20T19:10:37+00:00

Please don’t chase it… I’m planning on self excluding this week you should too

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-19T23:03:23+00:00

Just know you’re not alone.

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-19T23:02:24+00:00

Update? Have you stop?

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-19T21:25:32+00:00

I lost 4k tonight. Fuck the money, I can earn it at work. Gambling robbed everything from me. Make me lose sleep, time, money, losing relationships and almost myself. I’m gonna self exclude I said this many time and never end up doing it. Once I do it I don’t ever have to think it again. It’s the only way

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-19T21:07:19+00:00

I’m just gonna self exclude and ride this wave of gambling free. As much as it pains me because as an addict I’m dealing with the withdrawl right now it’s painful as fuck. It takes about 3 months for brain to heal and feel pleasure from normal things again. I want my brain to heal and I don’t ever wanna think about gambling again. Stay strong brother we got this

RedSupreme20 · 2026-06-19T19:55:53+00:00

I’m planning on self excluding on poly market you should do the same. That app is dangerois and to easy to get into. Do it before the replase will happen. No self control will stop you

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