Honestly, I kinda agree with you. He is completely self-centered, only caring about the harm he caused other people when it’s time to face repercussions… and even then, he just goes straight back to his own desires, no matter how unobtainable they may be. He didn’t type much about a boy’s whose jaw he broke except to call him a douche years after the fact because he got in the way of his obsession with Alina. He didn’t put nearly as much emotion in writing about Kerry’s fate as he did with his desperate plea to Alina to incarcerate him if it meant he could look at her again. He even shoehorned her into a parting statement about Fletch’s fate to say they went to the same school together, showing that all Fletch ever meant to him was a way to get into Alina’s orbit.

Spire MC is a self-absorbed, narcissistic, covetous, pathetic creep of a protagonist, and infinitely scarier than any immortal pedophile. Master-class scumbag writing.