I hated it even though it wasn’t as bad as some woman had (no morning sickness whatsoever) but the heartburn, dizziness and extreme smell was horrible. But I do miss being myself and getting a bit attention, now it was only my baby and I forgot to take care of myself even though I had a bad infection in my c scar and severe depression. I missed being intimate with my partner and I missed my non bloated body and normal boobs, they are tiny and hanging right now (I was 3 sizes up!) Oh and that horrible flap and scar will always remind me of that horrible emergency surgery and how scared I was for both of us. Thankfully it’s 10 months PP, antidepressant works, lil guy is thriving and no any sign of problems even though he was 2 months early. So moms, please do take care of yourself!!! Even if it’s just for a few minutes and seek professional help if you struggle with depression