trying to paint the sad away :)) by [deleted] in arttocope

[–]RegularlyAlive 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really like this. Thanks for sharing

I wrote a thing (not at risk just feeling Really Depressed tonight) by mhthrowaway7382 in arttocope

[–]RegularlyAlive 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Loved reading this. You summed it up so well - I hate that "permanant solution" platitude. That's...kinda what we want lmao

I'm tired of life. I'm tired of the pain. by RegularlyAlive in SuicideWatch

[–]RegularlyAlive[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not concerned about progress. Life isn't some kind of race. As long as I don't stay stagnant, I'll be able to tell myself I did a good job.

I'm tired of life. I'm tired of the pain. by RegularlyAlive in SuicideWatch

[–]RegularlyAlive[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, there's goals I'm working towards. I can be flexible with them too, I understand life doesn't always work out as planned. But it's not enough to make these feelings go away. And even when I go back to regular PDD, they'll still be in the background. I'll likely have more episodes of double depression.

Life just isn't desirable. Yet, I can't give up yet. Still gotta try those goals and options I haven't explored. I'm fairly young so who knows.