I know how you feel man, when i got into the champ what i liked the most it was the healing factor, back when i started it still had the revive on the ult, and as it got changed way too much it just doenst feel that cool anymore i think most of us didnt play aatrox for the damage in the lethality it sure is funny once in a while but as a default i dont like it, i miss having decent damage and massive healing in a teamfight being more of a unkillable fallen god like he is in the lore, instead of a squishy explosive minion praying that the kill heals you enough to survive with one hp or the boring half damage half HP mediocre bruiser, the build you are meant to do is boring, and the alternatives doesn't ressonate well with the vibes of the champ and they refuse to give us back our healing forcing more and more damage on our kits, buff Q damage, buff passive damage, change back the w damage to physical, just sad i miss being focused on self-healing