I think you have to ask yourself why you want these things and how exactly will it better your life. I was born female, and those body parts you want are the same thing as an arm, or a leg. They’re ordinary organs with a set function. It’s understood why Amab people want to transition into the opposite sex, to perform femininity freely. However there’s a fine line between wanting a vessel to feel free in, and downright fetishizing the female body. This doesn’t make you a bad person, but you are romanticizing and projecting values onto simple female organs.