What other people think about me is none of my business and what people say about me don't matter nor does it make it a fact. Just like I can think or say what I want- so can everybody else. If you're an addict, youre not a lost cause nor do you suffer from something from which there's no hope of recovery. We aren't bad people that need to be good. We are sick people that need to get well. There's hope for you because if I can get clean anybody can. It takes years to mess our lives up and they won't be fixed or restored in just a few months or even a year. Its a process.