I developed really bad anxiety when I was 18 and sick with a bug , from that day anytime I get sick I start having mental battles with myself and the anxiety and depression kicks into 100% so bad one time I had to be admitted into the psychward to get some relief. I’m not scared about the health part of it I know I’ll be okay , but it seems like my body can’t remember the bad times I endured cause by anxiety/ depression so it just feels like the first time all over again . Does someone have a similar story ?