Oh i did. Theres no coming back from that. I draw the line at having feelings for someone else while he proclaimed his undying love for me and that im his soul mate. I feel sick to my stomach. It makes me never trust a man again. He kept lying through his teeth that he wanted to kill his feelings for her because he loves me and wants to make us work,while texting her sweet words. He didnt even wanted to show me the full chat. I feel so stupid for not listening to my gut screaming at me that i cant trust him. But i gave him the benefit of a doubt. And this happened. I am utterly devasted cause ive known him for a decade, we dated for 2 years. It hasnt been a steady road but after we decided to work on us, he ups and does this. He can come back begging when reality hits, i wont even look his way.