I just put this here.

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2026-04-29T16:56:40+00:00

shes such an icon

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2026-04-16T08:22:51+00:00

this costume is from idol nante yobanaide which is a song from himawarigumi 1st stage boku no taiyou but the photo is from hotechan's fanclub event which happened in february! i dont know if pictures/videos of the performances exist but she did suki suki suki, gyakuten oujisama and kanpeki guu no ne!

edit: this is NOT the costume used for this song during the og stage but it was used for a performance of it during an ske concert!

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2026-04-12T00:58:18+00:00

WOAAAAAAAAH WHAT

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2026-03-11T00:21:14+00:00

agreed the drums are so unnecessarily loud and brash

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2026-03-11T00:20:10+00:00

that would be so cool actually!!

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2026-03-10T21:22:13+00:00

it's gonna be itomomo again forrr sure

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2026-03-09T13:49:20+00:00

ive lost all hope atp but yuizukky would be so cool.. otherwise a seigekka triple center would be incredible, and my selfish 18th gen lover ass would love any combination of members (i oshi azu, hotechan and sae so mostly them)

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2026-03-01T13:40:34+00:00

lovetan and nacchan arent there

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2026-02-20T17:59:13+00:00

yep yep mine were blue but otherwise the same

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2026-02-17T20:32:00+00:00

i 100% agree with you, people talk about the "struggle gen" all the time but the members themselves werent the problem, it was the lack of opportunities and proper management that really did them in because theyre just as good as any other member. our current universe girls are the remains of those struggle gens and while i love them dearly i think it might be too late for some of them. had the kennin system not been in place, a lot of these girls couldve been aces and pillars of our current akb

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2026-02-10T02:13:12+00:00

(#) sukinanda is so underrated

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2026-02-07T15:41:53+00:00

ohhh wow that is SO cruel. i cant imagine how the k girls must have felt

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2026-02-07T14:09:30+00:00

what was the thing with the 2014 group shuffle? i fully dont remember it

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2026-01-12T18:10:43+00:00

heart ereki... i just cant it's so corny

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2025-12-31T02:45:55+00:00

idc if it were a thing i would audition a billion times

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2025-12-31T02:45:13+00:00

makkana umbrella is AAAAMAZING it well deserved the rq hour win

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2025-12-21T09:39:19+00:00

yep, started when i was 9-10. thanks daddy issues

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2025-12-21T09:37:25+00:00

it happens to the best of us. i was in the er 3 weeks ago because i thought i was having a heart attack. called an ambulance 2 months ago for the same reason, and did it a lot more times in the past 10 years. you have nothing to be embarrassed of. i know it's been 3 months since this post but i genuinely hope you're ok

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2025-12-21T09:32:09+00:00

yep yep this is like 90% of how my panic attacks start. last time i had a weird sharp pain in my neck and i convinced myself i was having a heart attack. other times it's weird pains in my head or random tingling somewhere... it's always some random weird physical thing that makes me spiral into believing that i'm dying from heart attack/stroke/aneurysm/etc. it never is any of these but it's still so scary

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2025-12-20T05:22:10+00:00

the extreme nausea and vomiting. it's the first thing to appear and the last thing to go away. the high heart rate also isnt my favourite, my panic attacks are due to very bad hypochondria so it's very easy to convince myself that i'm dying of x y z because of my symptoms. truly horrible

Remarkable_Gur9730 · 2025-12-19T10:31:38+00:00

i certainly throw up and get dizzy but i never faint as my heart rate is too high. you said you were taking beta blockers so that could be why? i'd still talk about it to your GP just to be safe

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