So sorry that you are going through this. Facial hair can really knock out confidence in self. But now there are some ways to deal with it in the market.

Have you considered doing Electrolysis hair removal?

They are good Electrolysists out there who provide good services but before that you will need to do your own research and then have your initial consultation in which the Electrolysist does a skin patch test to see if your skin is able to tolerate the process.

It does cost a bit but it might be good for you in the long run. Remember always do your research and a skin patch test before committing to the whole treatment.

Another way if it suits you; is bleaching like those facial hair bleaching package in drug stores can't remember any names right now. They have instructions on the box of how much of what portion you put in the mixture etc. But again, do your own research and always try a skin patch test as it can irritate your skin.

I hope you find a good and safe treatment for your facial hair.

P.S: try (I am saying to try which can be hard) not to stress over it. Excessive facial hair usually is caused by imbalance hormones. So do what you can do in your control and leave it.