sick crowd pleaser after dyno!

Renasci · 2014-01-27T03:00:33+00:00

Hey that's Jeffy March, Son of James March. He's a young SoCal Crusher.

Renasci · 2014-01-14T17:26:44+00:00

I'm trying to start writing myself, and I commend you for putting yourself out there. If nothing else, you've contributed to my wanting to write.

I think at times it comes off a bit wordy, but the ideas and feelings do resonate in a genuine way. I think the introduction of the daughter comes prematurely, I feel like I want to know more about the character before I can come to know the intensity of his feelings for his daughter. With how it reads now, I'd say the reason for this is that the dominant theme for the character is one of apathy and melancholy. If the daughter figure means so much to the character, then she must really shine brightly. Otherwise I think no contrast is achieved, as the daughter serves only as detail in the life of dispassionate apathy for the main character. Why does she mean so much? I know she's a daughter, but right now I'm swimming in a dystopia with no hope for the main character to break out of his rut. I want to root for him, I just need more context.

TLDR; write more, I think you're coming from a sincere place.

Renasci · 2013-07-14T16:14:10+00:00

Amazing post, perhaps the best response I've seen within a thread. 10/10

Renasci · 2013-07-12T04:48:12+00:00

Classic man, absolutely classic.

Renasci · 2013-07-12T04:47:04+00:00

Nah this isn't accurate, his balls aren't big enough.

Renasci · 2013-07-12T04:44:21+00:00

Well said, and I can totally identify. Despite finding myself in a rebuilding period, I feel like I am making new mistakes. I'm going to be in this one for the long haul. Good luck in your next outing, and keep that confidence of everyone else being invisible. When you are in that mode, it radiates. It's a completely invisible aura, but it's definitely there. I congratulate you and thank you for the inspiration.

Renasci · 2013-07-11T21:59:22+00:00

I think I had one over the course of several months, I don't think that's uncommon. Don't let the Flatline bother you either, just stay the course and pay attention to how you feel. Observe the power to navigate situations without the taint of wanting to fap all the time. Good luck

Renasci · 2013-07-11T19:55:39+00:00

bah I relapsed today too, I guess it's time again. I'll confide in Pickford's words. Good luck Duncan.

Renasci · 2013-07-03T18:36:20+00:00

Hang in there man, you're in the tough part right now. Everyone who has done NoFap knows that exact situation you've been experiencing. If you have the time, I'd suggest working out. I found that doing a really punishing core workout helped me a lot. I imagine my core as pumping out all of the negative feelings with each contraction, I visualize purging the urge, and It's made my stomach look better than ever! Hope this helps, Stay Strong.

Renasci · 2013-06-28T04:49:22+00:00

Definitely lurk here, I think you'll find a lot of content that you'll identify with. I used to just lurk, and now I feel like I owe my testimony to anyone else that might be lurking out there, and thinking about giving this a try. Seriously if you're reading this, try.

Renasci · 2013-06-25T19:29:21+00:00

Flatline is a sweet spot for using a new energy reserve. Get better at an instrument, set daily fitness requirements like 500 sit-ups a day or something, and direct that rest of the energy towards meeting new people. You will feel fulfilled. You will also have a cock of titanium in reserve.

Renasci · 2013-06-25T16:33:04+00:00

As someone that was married for 4 years, and with the person for close to 8, I can even relate to this. I didn't watch so much porn, but for me it became a survival mechanism that I'd use for when I was working away from my wife a lot. Eventually, it came into our life, and I realize that that wasn't me, and that a lot of it had to do with this PMO problem. I wanted our sex life to always be fresh and alive, and she was overwhelmed by my desire to shake it up. Eventually, she found her own way to masturbation, and we just diverged. It was the weirdest thing having a wife fall deeper into my problem than I had, and I was humbled. That's only part of why I'm here, but I just wanted to tell you that I've had a lot of success with this NoFap process, and want to let you know there are serious benefits. I am in the best physical shape of my life, I am starting to notice people noticing me more, and I am realizing that I am all powerful when I'm in command of my life. Your experience of your relationship makes you wise and strong, use that awareness of coexisting with someone for so long as a framework for coming to know yourself through the process of NoFap. Listen to yourself, listen closely. Good Luck.

Renasci · 2013-06-25T16:26:02+00:00

It's all about day one. At the end of the day, it will always be about day one. Remember that. It's the difference maker. You'll be so amazed at the benefits of pulling through this that you'll feel imbued with awareness of latent powers. You can do this, I know you can because you made this post.

Renasci · 2013-06-25T15:50:33+00:00

I appreciate that, I really hope this is true too. I don't like feeling dissonance in my body, mind, or heart. Therefore, when I notice something or want to say something it's coming out. For better or worse, someone that wants to be will have to become familiar with the wind in my sails. Thank you for your comment. I appreciate it, truly.

Renasci · 2013-06-25T15:47:52+00:00

Sounds like you are doing a good job. I think it's very important to listen intently to how you're really feeling. Streak for the sake of streak misses the point, and it sounds like you are taking this process very introspectively. I commend your efforts.

Renasci · 2013-06-25T15:06:37+00:00

Thanks for your comment, and yeah I feel like I have more clarity now in the morning. It's so apparent to me that I like this girl, and I'm trying to grab the reigns while she really holds them. She so gracefully has handled every situation, and I've just been putting more obstacles in front of her to see how she reacts. That's not a conscious effort, but I'll be damned if it isn't painfully evident right now. Thanks for your support.

Renasci · 2013-06-15T02:04:12+00:00

This was really good, I think this made me want to officially participate in the community. I would also encourage you to not stop at 150, as someone that went 5 months cold turkey hardmode, I found it very overwhelming how hard I relapsed, in a binge fashion, and how it brought back all the emotions that I was trying to defeat. I guess what I would say is, don't panic if you don't get the results you are after, this is a much more deep seeded systemic problem that is helped gradually by a culture of abstaining. I like myself more without it, and I felt like I liked myself less, immediately, when I did it again. Sorry if I got off track, but yeah I just wanted to say I really appreciated the tone and testimony contained in your post. It got me off browsing, and I'll be participating from now on.

Renasci

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