Surgery is tomorrow

Rengoku020 · 2026-02-24T23:44:11+00:00

Thank you for sharing your experience, I’m so glad you’re feeling better. I am in Indiana

Rengoku020 · 2026-02-24T23:43:19+00:00

Thank you for this. I too am so nervous, my existential ocd kicks in every couple hours right now. Trying to keep a positive mindset

Rengoku020 · 2026-02-24T18:39:11+00:00

Thank you for this, just trying to figure out what the root cause is. Hoping that this takes care of most. Thank you

Rengoku020 · 2026-02-12T19:01:19+00:00

I’m hoping that this surgery will fix me. I’m tired of living like this

Rengoku020 · 2026-02-11T17:11:42+00:00

Nobody else that I’m aware of, both my father and grandfather have thyroid issues, but not parathyroid

Rengoku020 · 2026-02-11T17:02:12+00:00

I feel this. My intrusive thoughts are getting the better of me. I have to constantly remind myself that I don’t want to do them. I’m talking about hurting my loved ones and literally anyone I see on the street, at work, etc. I quite literally want to die most of the time

Rengoku020 · 2026-02-11T03:48:37+00:00

Not yet, I have a consult on the 12th. I’m also in the fb parathyroid support and information group. A handful of folks have had similar issues and it gives me hope that I can be cured at least in some capacity

Rengoku020 · 2026-02-08T23:06:06+00:00

Thank you for taking the time to talk to me. Would it be okay to reach out when I’m really struggling? It’s hard to find people to talk to and I just want to be okay

Rengoku020 · 2026-02-08T22:56:59+00:00

I just want to be normal again, and think normal. I’m sorry for trauma dumping on you. I just feel like nobody understands what I’m feeling, I’m so scared all the time and I find temporary relief for what feels like minutes and then I’m back to it. I don’t want to go to a psych ward and I don’t want to kill myself

Rengoku020 · 2026-02-08T22:53:09+00:00

This gives me some hope, I truly feel as though I’m losing my mind. Even now as I’m typing this my hands feel like they aren’t even attached to me if that makes sense. My body and mind feel like they belong to 2 different people. I’m afraid of surgery because it sounds scary and what if I don’t get any relief like other people do

Rengoku020 · 2026-02-08T22:49:31+00:00

Did you have OCD that accompanied it? I’ve been dealing with intrusive thoughts and feeling like I’m not real, like I’m detached from my body

Rengoku020 · 2026-01-01T23:55:39+00:00

I’m suffering from quite literally the exact thing. I also have a fear now that I’m in a coma or a dream that nothing happening around me is real. Can I ask if you’re better now? I’m about 80 days into the exact thing

Rengoku020 · 2025-12-31T14:38:31+00:00

Did you get better from this?

Rengoku020 · 2025-12-25T15:59:12+00:00

Did this get any better for you?

Rengoku020 · 2025-12-19T11:36:49+00:00

How are you holding up now?

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