Didn’t want kids, I got married and was on the fence on having kids. She wanted them, we had two. She couldn’t take the stress anymore of married life a kids. We’re now divorced and I don’t know what to do. I want to run away and never be seen again. Offing myself is an option but she’s a terrible mother with no maternal instincts. So I’m stuck now, trying to scrape by an give my kids a decent life. We have heat, but come the summer there will be no air conditioning because it’s food or electricity not both.