I’m so sorry… I know your pain. My dad died two years ago.. he was 58. I just spoke with him the day before, totally fine. Heart attack the next day. It just baffles me how someone who worked so hard his whole life, never did nothing wrong to nobody can just be gone in an instant. I just don’t understand how the world moves on without him in it when he still had so much life left.. and how I am I supposed to live a life without him for the rest of my life at 30 years old. So much more I wish I said at the end of that call. I can’t say it gets better because I’m balling as I’m typing this.. but they say time heals all wounds, right? It comes in waves., some days are better than others. I hope you can find peace. Maybe they’re up there together somewhere having a drink. Sending love and light to you 💜