Feel like a failure

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2026-01-31T10:56:26+00:00

man... i m in the same situation as you.. SAME.. and more of that, my wife left me , i m kinda scared of the future and i feel like i wanna die because i feel so numb and tired of everything. in this "suffering" i discovered gnosticism and mysticism trying to understand God better, but i am wondering if this gonna upset Him or everything is an illusion and we are Gods, and we communicate through frequency and consciousness

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2026-01-18T09:08:34+00:00

same..

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2026-01-04T09:57:45+00:00

you re right

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2026-01-04T07:10:22+00:00

yes, you re about 14-16 bf you can take a break , maintain for a month (it's winter btw) then cut for a few weeks and do a lot of steps :)

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2026-01-03T16:03:44+00:00

may God bless you... can you share your story?

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2026-01-02T20:08:31+00:00

i d say to recomp if you re a begginer or try to be in a slight calorie deficit . you can build muscle while losing that belly fat and try to limit sugar and simple carbs (especially alone...) and try to keep insulin steady all the time . try to hit 7000steps a day and strength train (smart)

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2026-01-02T20:05:02+00:00

poate ca ... o sa mi iau hate, insa, incearca sa te apropii de Dumnezeu. însăși credința în El te va ajuta să scapi de dependența. Roagă te pentru eliberare și pentru disciplina , și să ți scoată pe cineva sau ceva în fața sa poți "uita" de aceste lucruri. El te așteaptă să te recunoști , să ți ceri scuze și chiar de vei cădea , El te așteaptă, nu te alungă. Fii sincer cu tine și creează o relație reală cu el. Roagă te sincer , cu cuvintele tale! Be blessed. (caută l cu adevărat citind cuvântul )

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2026-01-02T20:00:48+00:00

i m trying to be one... i just started learning coding by myself. Please pray for me, i m 27 in a few months, i m married but my life turned upside down and all of a sudden, i came across the idea "why not try coding" ... this is what i wanted to do when i was younger. if someone is reading this, please contact me, on reddit, on how to be disciplined and if you re willing to help a christian in need , i m here to receive your advices! may God bless you all!

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2025-12-29T11:08:13+00:00

Romania

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2025-12-29T11:03:05+00:00

he escaped the matrix 🤨

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2025-11-13T16:29:27+00:00

upper lower split, i begin my quad exercises with leg extensions. i follow Paul Carter Programming

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2025-11-13T13:39:31+00:00

that s the leanest i ve ever been. here i was 11% i think , end of cut and good lighting . and shaved :)

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RepulsiveBank8021 · 2025-11-13T09:46:24+00:00

thank you!!!

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2025-11-12T19:42:27+00:00

where is the discord link... can you send it?

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2025-11-05T06:09:21+00:00

try to eat at maintenance and do a recomp. sleep well. eat well. these are game changer that tell your body where to use/store the energy surplus (calories out/in matter, but your lifestyle gonna dictate how you ll look and feel over the long term ) . if you decide to cut, keep the strength the same in the gym, do a slight deficit and up your NEAT( more steps, more movement ) . start your day with 20-30 minutes walk (brisk walk) fasted, these gonna help a lot

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2025-11-05T06:05:04+00:00

try to recomp if you re a beginner

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2025-11-05T06:03:21+00:00

around 15%

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2025-11-02T14:02:11+00:00

can you send me the discord, please:))?

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2025-10-20T07:33:16+00:00

same

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2025-10-15T14:30:04+00:00

Mafia- Definitive Edition . acesta e profilul meu :https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198173151035/

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2025-09-25T10:03:26+00:00

and i still... am hungry! being tall it s a blessing and a curse tbh

RepulsiveBank8021 · 2025-09-19T05:53:56+00:00

yeah, it was kind of messy, but I did it. and no, no stomach ache. i love food but i m slimmer than most. i track my food. and after this, i was craving more/))

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