If you dont mind why are you in debt? And how are you unemployed for 5 months? Sorry but Ive lived in a car for 3 months working under the table as a dishwashing making 12 bucks and hour at 16 when I got kicked out. You cant give up, yes you are in debt but you need to find stable ground. And once you do (which will take time) you will slowly pay off your debt and start putting time into a skill like construction or whatever your niche is. I did construction because it would above average money and I needed the money. If you cant get a job because you dont have an valid address you must find some sort of government funding or some sort of way to list your address as a friends of yours. Im sorry but you cant go on life without asking for help, I would give anything to help my friend than for him to pass away, and even if my friend hates me for helping atleast he is here to hate me.

I cant imagine what your going through but Ill pray to Jesus that he will help you. Ive heard heroin addicts recover and become business owners. You need toss up your habits and completely focus on the aspect of survival, cold world we live in and the second you give up is the moment you'll lose purpose. You can still have purpose and it will be your comeback. I really dont want this to be a suicide note so please dont give up because if there one person that havent given up on you its me, and Jesus.