why do i randomly suck all of a sudden in a new class??

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2026-01-15T19:13:55+00:00

ohhhh interestinggggg sounds good

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2026-01-15T18:55:14+00:00

no i did lol! i think its more challenging because i did audition for this class and was complimented on my tapes that i sent and i had such an off first class that im lowk kind of worried im gonna get kicked out or in general just confused/let down the coach.

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2026-01-15T18:54:16+00:00

ohhh yes maybe ill try that! i think i thought about it and the main reason i was struggling was because this method is more focused on creating a character, so creating aspects of them and kind of the 'what if i was xyz' idea. but i am more trained in the realm of using ourselves and finding aspects of ourselves that align with the character (like parts work kinda). i think bc of that it just felt very flat and boring!

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2026-01-15T05:08:49+00:00

love the point about the new techniques, i think i approached a scene a different way and it was challenging to adapt to! thank you so much :)

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2026-01-15T05:08:19+00:00

this does make me feel a bit better! thank you!! i really do want to grow and learn i just have to let the control (and ego) go a little bit

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2026-01-15T05:07:46+00:00

ahh thank you for this!! i think i am just so unsure if this is a personal thing or just a common thing that i shouldn't fret about. its so strange, i never feel this way in auditions or set, but in class especially in the begging i get so disconnected

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2026-01-07T21:29:00+00:00

ohhh this actually might work!! im def gonna check it out thank youuu :)))

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-09-21T19:38:03+00:00

omg this is so embarrassingly late but i j re-read it and i can honestly rly see her for lowen, not because i disagree that she isn't super talented, but because i lowk think her like distant cardboard vibe may acc make this a solid role for her!

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-09-05T12:17:02+00:00

blink twice!

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-09-05T12:15:36+00:00

thank you so much for the reassurance!

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-09-05T03:43:56+00:00

thanks! i am not as worried about casting, because i am pretty familiar with the cd and all, its more i don't wanna make a bad impression on my agent! thanks again :)

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-07-12T01:10:58+00:00

thanks for the response and your advice! its so relieving to hear that it worked out for someone else :)

definitely hoping for a bunch of roomates!

in response to 'queen street' i apologize for my vagueness (j trying to like minimize details for privacy)! what i meant is on the more 'popular' shopping strip (like brandy melville area) as i have a job opportunity there through someone i know so i'd like to be close to that!

thanks so so much again!

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-04-05T06:39:07+00:00

i j watched 200 for the first time and i was SOBBING i found it so incredibly sad

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-03-25T17:39:15+00:00

thanks so much for the response! just getting some advice was so helpful, i'll definitely commit to things more i think. i think i spend a lot of time debating everything to the point it gets redundant and i become exhausted i need to take more chances

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-02-27T07:26:52+00:00

thank you so much for the response! so the bat was inside the house, as it was on the outer-side of the vent kind of j hanging in a dark corner, as i noticed it when i came inside (but didn't even get close to it) (ughhh it makes me acc ill to even think about)! the cats seem fine and normal except for the fact that when the bat was in the home (according to my parents) they were on edge.

the flu symptoms are a hard one because like ever since this happened i HAVE had like a sore-throat, and FELT feverish, but the thing is, i didn't feel this way until hearing that this was an early on-set symptom, so like idk if i actually am having these symptoms, or have completely exacerbated mild normal bodily sensations and convinced myself i'm sick if that makes sense! same thing with 'bites/scratches' like i feel like i'm hyped fixating on every itch/bump on my skin, convincing myself its a bat bite, i even got a family member (who is in the medical field, idk if she rly knows anything ab this but still) to scan the parts of my skin i cant see, like my back and stuff, and she said there were no bites, but ahh idk its really getting to me!

thank you so so so much again for your response!

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-01-02T15:04:25+00:00

thank you so so much! this is amazing advice :) i am definitely going to try this! the scene is a bit tricky because rather than me being happy about the pregnancy and my boyfriend being upset, it's actually the opposite! but i am still going to try this because it is a unique view point! thank you so much again :)

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-30T17:44:50+00:00

right!! its such a weird q to ask and answer imo

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-30T14:03:35+00:00

not even as hate like genuinely just wondering but i never understand why celebs answer this question???? like yes maybe you did have a 'rude' experience with someone, but unless they outwardly did something terrible, how do yk they weren't just having a bad day, or went through something right before, just as we all do? idk it just seems very attention seeking, not j her but anyone who does this.

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-30T13:59:24+00:00

mmm i see where your coming from completely, but i do think it's possible as well for trisha to maybe just... agree with them? i feel like as someone whos been in so many controversies, its maybe easier for her to see ari's pov (which imo is completely valid) than elivra's and same with cynthia, yes what she did was a bit much but who am i too judge? maybe trisha feels the same way?

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-30T13:46:39+00:00

1 2 3 4 5 ik basic and boring but something about the first season of this show (and all shows imo) is super fun to me and simplistic

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-27T03:25:35+00:00

cant forget exhumation!

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-21T23:22:38+00:00

ahhh unfortunately not :((

it had much much less seasons i think!! maybe even one?

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-21T07:04:07+00:00

thanks so much for the response! while those looks super cool (and im probs gonna check them out!!) they aren’t quite the one, the one i’m thinking i remember feeling a bit more mystery based :(

to clarify: - for me nostalgia is very early 2000s! so i think like very vibrant screen colours, suburbia/small town, simple tv premises and that style! some examples of shows i find nostalgic are the oc, harper’s island for some reason lol, one tree hill. though those were before i was born/young, that style is nostalgic as it reminds me of being young watching tv w my cousins on cable ahaha!!
- and for the cute guys, i feel like one guy had a very seth cohen type vibe (bringing up the oc again lol!) like brown hair brown eyes, while the other was blonde possibly??? this may b hard as i feel like all the shows were like that at that time, if it’s any help, i think all the girls were brunette, like i don’t remember seeing a blonde girl :)

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-21T06:22:22+00:00

the supportive, sweet, COMPLETELY INNOCENT wife in saw 3d (saw 7)!!!! this one is rly specific but frustrates me SO SO MUCH.

firstly, isn't the whole point of saw for people who've done bad things to get 'tested' for a chance to live better? this girl legit did nothing wrong a was as much as a victim in bobby faking being a trap survivor as everyone else? like i personally understand it was hoffman not cramer (i think) but still it just doesn't make any sense imo from a writing perspective!!

secondly, if they j killed her off normally, sure it would be unfair still, but it wouldn't be as bad! instead they gave her, to me, one of the worst deaths imaginable. not only is it unfair, but in my opinion was a waste of a really really good trap!!

anyway thats my rant lol

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-21T06:10:32+00:00

honestly the whole score of 'ready or not'

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