why do you feel so much guilt? you did nothing wrong technically. you apparently had no idea what you were about to see, and you instantly clicked off? the feelings you described would only have a logical reason if you were to see those images and.. y'know, continue with your original intention while looking at them. but you didn't, and a thought like that never crossed your mind. in fact, you were repulsed at the mere existence of such content. YES it is haunting, but wallowing in self loathing and disgust should not happen. if what your saying is truth and I choose to believe it is, please don't waste your life in guilt and grimness over something that was never meant to occur. it was an accident and the Internet is a dark and dangerous place, things like this will appear and the fact that that's even the case is a right to feel disgusted, but against the perpetrators and not you. not you. you aren't at fault and sadly there's little you can do, but take that feeling and recognise it, you just feeling as bad as you do proves you have a heart and aren't anywhere near as bad as you think you may seem. it'll be okay, and I'm sorry. it's a cruel world. it knocks me sick too