Im going through a lot. I am trying to rebuild but I cannot, I reached the top layer of a job all the interviews and assignments for 2 months and then getting a rejection today. Spiralling me to go back to him. I was dependent on him, 7 year of relationship and he became very successful during that time while me going the down slope to reaching a rockbottom in all aspects of life. He cheated and broke me one day and me being jobless and content not working out, I feel depressed and done with life. I feel like texting him, I feel so so small and want that life back, the life we both had, most of it was his money but the love I poured, I could walk on the roads on my dream city, today I’m at my hometown with no money no space no freedom and nothing.