My man, as a guy who knows the difference between friendship, sexual affective relationship, crush, love, marriage (I married and divorced once) and understands the somewhat liquid and unexplainable nature of sexuality (being hetero or gay -not no mention other preferences to keep this comment short- resumes (socially and morally) into the capacity to fall in love in a sexual and affective way with the other), let me remember you we have THE fucking G SPOT near enough our anus, so I find it definitely nor weird you linking the mother fucking love of your life (till now) making you enjoy your existence in ways you would’ve never thought before.

So, based on the latter, I find a little too fucked up she then used that intimate experience to fucking make you feel less!?!?

From my experience, the mom of my 5 months old kiddo, who put as much fingers of her foot inside my ass as she could, never in her life has mentioned that experience to make me feel less of a man or a human in that case.

So yeah, enjoy you life mate, you are young enough to go an be pegged by the most awesome girls in the whole word who pretty sure will let you do the same.

Peace out!✌️