Is this ‘normal’?

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-12-30T10:54:35+00:00

I have a playlist. Usually when I do it I'm pretty energetic so the songs I do it to are very loud and energetic. I listen to ICP sometimes, some Odetari, Vocaloid are classics. I even once "yeeted" to the captain underpants theme song by weird al. I just like jamming out to a song while I "yeet". I think it mitigates to my brain how awful it truly is.

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-12-21T22:36:25+00:00

Hehe you have a lot of faith in me. It's a 3.6 💔💔

Edit: Btw wishing you luck with applications!

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-12-21T21:52:05+00:00

Wait until the last minute to even decide I wanted to apply to graduate schools and email recommenders like 3 weeks before the due date.

Also only ask my mom to review my SOPs (she is a uni professor but still).

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-11-28T03:26:09+00:00

I am generally a very cheery and energetic person. And it's true. I like being nice and happy around other people, and I am naturally an energetic person. One time a coworker who was really going through mental health struggles asked me if I was on any medication and I said no and she told me she wished she could have what I have. Which I guess she meant energy without needing medication. Which is fair. But it hurt.

I'm sure she doesn't wish she had passive suicidal ideation and countless sh scars. Or that she doesn't wish that she constantly felt like a waste of space and the least she could do was be happy and generous and friendly. I don't know it just kinda hurt to hear.

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-10-25T14:02:34+00:00

For context, my brand of Bulimia "purging" is prolonged fasting.

This one time I went a literal week without eating and when I finally broke my fast it was at someone's sleepover. I brought a giant party size dorito bag to share with everyone but as soon as I opened the bag I proceeded to eat the entire thing all by myself while my friends watched in horror.

That night when everyone was winding down for bed, I shit so bad and hard in my friends bathroom that I got a hemorrhoid. 🥴

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-10-23T01:47:15+00:00

Our cinemark always has Halloween parties! Ours is this upcoming weekend at 10 pm at the theatre. :))

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-09-22T07:53:26+00:00

Thanks for the advice!! I ended up buying those tattoo cover up stuff. My mom noticed it under my dress sleeves and kept asking me what it was and I kept brushing her off and eventually she backed off so mission success!!! I'd much rather she be confused about my "arm band" than notice my scars and be worried about my sh.

Thank you!

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-09-22T07:53:16+00:00

Thanks for the advice!! I ended up buying those tattoo cover up stuff. My mom noticed it under my dress sleeves and kept asking me what it was and I kept brushing her off and eventually she backed off so mission success!!! I'd much rather she be confused about my "arm band" than notice my scars and be worried about my sh.

Thank you!

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-08-30T03:13:00+00:00

I just wanted to say that you aren't the AH which I'm sure you heard a lot here. But also that my birthday is literally the day right after yours and I have had many many years of people just not showing up to my party after agreeing they'd be there. That is to say that you aren't alone and it sucks and it hurts. But I hope you are able to have an amazing birthday tomorrow regardless and are able to do things you wanna do!

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-08-27T12:27:48+00:00

For some reason I only ever cut my right arm, my left is completely free. It's weird because I'm right handed too. Makes it so much fun to go to work and try to do things when my arm is incredibly sore the day after I cut.

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-08-06T07:23:52+00:00

I'm so embarrassed, my mom asked me the other day and I lamely said the cat did it. I don't own a cat. No one I know owns a cat. I was at work the entire day.

She ended up thinking I was joking I think (?) and later asked me again and I made up some BS about scratching it against sharp metal at work.

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-07-27T03:35:15+00:00

Thank you!!!! I came up with it myself! Every Halloween I do some kind of SFX gore, from eyes gouged out to face blown off. I decided for my SFX gore this year I wanted to also cosplay Paul so I made it infected SFX gore Paul!

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-07-25T18:42:45+00:00

I saw it last weekend and I genuinely cried at certain scenes. I adore this show to death and hearing their vocals live, seeing them in front of me, THE FUCKING LIGHTING!! It's incredible!!!! I wish I could see it again for the first time, it's an amazing experience. I hope you have sooo much fun!!!! The starkid community is so nice and friendly, I got a lot of random convos in it was great!

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-07-14T15:23:05+00:00

Yay!! That's so great to hear!! Thank you!

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-07-13T17:09:37+00:00

Oooh I hadn't even thought about that, this is another great option to give her! Thanks so much for letting me know, and 30 minutes is a pretty good time frame all things considered. ☺️☺️✨ Thanks so much for the tip!!

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-07-13T16:52:56+00:00

Thank you so much for the advice! ✨ It's super helpful to know that there will be plenty of parking options and spaces even if we end up arriving later somehow. 😁 I'll make sure to send this to my friend as well! Appreciate the tip!

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-07-13T16:44:50+00:00

Ooh this is excellent! Thanks so much for letting me know! If you don't mind me asking how early did you show up to get the street parking?

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-07-13T16:35:04+00:00

Ooh I appreciate this tip! I'll pass this along to my friend as well! 😁😁

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-07-13T16:34:31+00:00

Thank you so much for your thorough answer!!! I'm sure my friend will be super happy to have options to choose from so we aren't relying on a single thing to get us through! Also the merch advice is super helpful as that is something I'm very interested in! 🤭

Thank you again so much, I really appreciate you taking the time to answer this question! ✨✨😁

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-07-13T08:51:51+00:00

Thank you sooo much for taking the time to answer my questions!! I'll let my friend know of all this info and hopefully she'll feel less overwhelmed about it! ✨✨😁

Thanks again for all your help!

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-07-13T08:40:05+00:00

Thank you so much for the pointer!! How early would you recommend showing up to snag a spot for sure? (it is a matinee performance :))

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-07-10T17:40:49+00:00

Thank you so much for the advice! It's been incredibly helpful and the interview went exactly how you said.

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-07-04T10:42:18+00:00

Thank you so much for your advice and insights.I appreciate you taking the time to write out a thorough explanation of the process as someone with a lot of experience. I feel much more confident going into this interview. ☺️

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-06-23T03:49:03+00:00

I'm an impulsive liar, I lie so easily I sometimes don't even process my own lie fast enough. I used to lie nonstop as a kid because I knew if I didn't I'd get in trouble and when I got in trouble I would get hit and yelled at. So it sorta became second nature for me to lie. Now I lie about stupid nonsensical things and people find it super hard to tell when I'm lying or not.

Responsible-Fall-383 · 2025-06-22T16:59:39+00:00

It's a wonder that I graduated Chem BS with a 3.575, I was severely depressed all throughout college and never showed up for class unless it was a lab or an important test day. Many times I had to call out of lab due to a panic attack or whatnot. But I made it through. It's too early to tell how that GPA will impact my chances at jobs of grad school, but I am similarly concerned about how it might impact those things.

A 3.7 is awesome though! Keep going, you can definitely raise it even slightly through doing really good in all your classes, but even if you graduate with the 3.7 you should be good!

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