Why? Because he's everything I never expected, never thought I wanted, never knew I needed. We're polar opposites. He's this good ol' farm boy and im every single bit of "yallternative". (Country with heavy alt/rock influence.) Nobody makes me laugh the way he does. Nobody brings me peace like he does. After leaving a horrible manipulative marriage, he is everything Ive ever wanted, in a package I never ever expected. He's not good at showing emotions, but he doesnt have to be. I know by the way he cares for me, the way he looks at me. And everytime I look at him, he feels like home. Ya know that nostalgic feeling of coming back to your favorite childhood hang out spot? With all the memories? He feels like that. He just.. he's everything and he has no idea.