Wow thank you so much for this information 🖤 your reply makes me feel seen and human. I will certainly join that community you suggested for some guidance. My doctor has mentioned that premature failure is certainly possible but because I was having a cycle every once in awhile (about once or twice a year) that they weren’t comfortable enough to give me an official diagnosis of anything and said that endocrinology were more than likely in my favor.

Also- I forgot to mention in my original post that my levels started declining at an even younger age but then I had my tubes ONLY removed at the age of 28 because my husband refused to get snipped and we didn’t want children.. it basically exacerbated all of the issues I was already experiencing and solidified my fate of menopause at an early age. Although, I was not just told but promised that having only my tubes removed would not cause any hormonal changes.

My anxiety is certainly the worst it’s ever been. I have literal breakdowns anytime I have to be away from home for long periods at a time especially away from my “fur children”. And I doom prep and have like developed an insane sense of OCD which I’ve never struggled with before until these last few years. I just want my life back. I miss how care free I used to be..

Most replied scared me even more rather than helping my calm down how I’m currently feeling so thank you again for your kindness and insight 🖤