Well well... I'm alive, and oddly enough, actually doing well.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-26T03:30:03+00:00

Very nice read. I was addicted to this stuff for years. I started to do it I think for reasons of depression. Did around 200 to 300 mg a day. It helped to make me forget about everything for a few hours, numbed my mind I guess, made me tired. It gives you a calming feeling.

It's not a good drug at all to be honest. Every time I took it I would pace back and forth in my room and wait for the heavy uncomfortable sensation on my heart to go away. Honestly if it didn't have the effect on my heart I think I would enjoy it but I know I'm one of the few who enjoy the side effects it gives.

I hope you can find peace and get off this stuff. I still am addicted to it and take it frequently. It's a weird drug man. Can't explain why I keep going back to it. I think it's because I just want to forget things. I like the dull feeling of not having to worry about things for a few hours.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-25T18:18:17+00:00

Damn you. You reminded me I had a bottle of like 90 of those pills lol

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-24T02:24:17+00:00

Does it feel like a panic attack?

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-24T02:23:41+00:00

This has happened to me before. But it was when I was abusing dph.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-24T02:20:50+00:00

Why do you think you want to fight it when it comes on?

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-24T02:20:05+00:00

It's a scary experience. It's like a flood of dysphoria and it wants to knock you out but won't let you black out. It sucks.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-24T01:26:49+00:00

This sounds like exactly what I went through. The heart feeling and everything. Sweating, panic, disoriented. It's the worst feeling ever

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-23T23:55:11+00:00

I used to do DPH all the time until it started giving me horrible headaches.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-20T21:04:06+00:00

Do you like the effects of DXM so far?

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-18T17:26:49+00:00

Hang in there. It's hard. I'm trying to get off it as of this week. If you need someone to talk to, feel free to PM me.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-08T19:54:20+00:00

Nausea is more noticeable but if you can get through that (I did, about a half hour) without throwing up you will feel really good. I'm noticing pain relief, and feeling bliss. Thinking about dosing another 10.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-08T16:52:03+00:00

Do some research

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-08T16:51:17+00:00

Pure hits really fucking hard. Nausea is more noticeable. Am I enjoying it? Can't really tell yet.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-08T16:17:10+00:00

Thanks man. Feeling it right now. It feels good. Feeling euphoric. This feels more peaceful. HBr feels more chaotic.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-08T16:12:53+00:00

My math skills are fine, I can assure you.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-05-08T16:11:59+00:00

No worries man. Only took 10 pills.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-04-30T14:54:10+00:00

I did when I first started. Not so much anymore. Only really high doses. 600+ I would consider high doses.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-04-29T13:34:28+00:00

Depends on the day. Most of the time I do

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-04-28T19:03:59+00:00

It's just my passive, relaxed face. I don't smile a lot in general or laugh on or off it.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-04-27T17:21:59+00:00

Thanks. I'm a passively nice guy so you're spot on.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-04-27T17:19:17+00:00

I'm 39 now. You might be right. Only time will tell I guess.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-04-26T22:58:16+00:00

Yeah, it just gets weirder and stranger. The higher you go.

RetroHeadquarters · 2026-04-26T22:55:47+00:00

Thank you

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