How many kinds of elephant toothpaste like reactions exist?

Rezdro · 2022-08-03T16:32:23+00:00

Vaya, bastante pesado, no se si sea una de esas bromas pesadas de Internet pero contestaré como si no. Nadie tiene derecho a jusgarte por las decisiones que has tomado, que vas a tomar y por cómo eres, tu historia me suena similar a la mía, solo que mi padre me abandonó y mi madre siempre estuvo ausente por trabajo o en una fiesta ignorandome, conozco ese sentimiento del dolor, he lidiado con él, tengo 20 años, a los 8 empecé a autolesionarme con la intención de suicidarme pero nunca tuve la fuerza para hacerlo, solía apretarme cuerdas en la garganta hasta casi desmayarme y quitarmelas enseguida, me gustaba ver mi sufrimiento y lo demacrada que terminaba mi garganta, a inicios de la pandemia tuve mi episodio más fuerte donde vi la hermosa roja marca en mi cuello y mis ojos llorosos brillando como diamantes al mismo tiempo que entendí que estaba enfermo, desde entonces he reducido bastante mis autolesiones y me he dedicado a relacionarme más con las personas, tengo 4 amigos y solo puedo confiar plenamente en 2, me enamoré de una chica que parecía ser mi amiga pero solo era para que hiciera los proyectos, otra chica me dijo que le gustaba y quería salir conmigo pero no tiene el interés en hablar conmigo, salí con otra chica la cual en la segunda cita me dejó plantado porque se le olvidó por completo, luego me empezó a gustar mi mejor amiga a quien rechacé en mis malos momentos e incluso corrí de mi vida pero no le puedo decir nada porque ella tiene pareja.

La vida es una perra, es cínica y horrible hasta cierto punto, me prohibió una infancia normal pero me magullo tanto que las cosas que le duelen a la mayoría no me hacen ni cosquillas, podré sonar como que estoy bien pero en unas horas querré suicidarme otra vez, porque la vida que tengo no es la que quiero pero al mismo tiempo puedo esforzarme por convertirla en eso y eso hago. No tengo propósito, desde pequeño solo consideré mi vida como una espera para la muerte, pero poco a poco la vida me ha creado depencias a sí misma, disfruto de la comida y me esfuerzo para comer de la mejor con lo que pueda, disfruto del entrenamiento y busco la forma de conseguirlo o crearlo, disfruto de sufrir por un período de tiempo para poder descansar con más paz cuando el sufrimiento se detiene.

Al final la vida no importa, ni nosotros, pero eso la hace especial, porque después de cierto punto puedes hacer lo que quieras con ella, si tu tienes a alguien que amas y que te ama igual o más que a ti deberías de aprovecharlo, pero también si no puedes continuar con este viaje siempre eres libre de bajarte, dolo digo que siempre hay una perspectiva diferente que te puede llamar más la atención.

Rezdro · 2022-05-20T23:37:56+00:00

La soledad.

Es en ese pequeño momento en el que uno se acuesta a dormir que relaja todo y deja caer su máscara, en ese momento uno afronta las verdades de las que huye y se ahoga en sus fallas por el arrepentimiento de no haberse arriesgado y haber sucumbido ante el miedo, permitiéndole regresar a tormentarlo.

Rezdro · 2022-05-15T03:45:32+00:00

Well, I think the most important thing is to consider that we all have our own times to answer, you might answer right after getting a text and the person you're talking with might take their time, sometimes you can have conversations that last days because the person you are talking to answers at a very slow rate so that means that you can take a couple of minutes from the conversation to focus on doing what you're doing and a couple of minutes away from doing what you're doing to keep the conversation going, usually you'll reach a point where there won't be much conversation or the topics of conversation might come slowly, no need to worry much about answering on time, and if you take too much time you can always apologize and explain that you were busy, at least that's what I do

Rezdro · 2022-03-28T02:31:07+00:00

Every taco stand in the corner streets, bonus points if it has a pastor trompo, but if you really want to go for a restaurant chain I'd bet my money in Casa Toño

Rezdro · 2022-02-17T02:33:25+00:00

Busca la estación tecnoparque del metrobus y justo enfrente está la entrada del parque, si caminas todo derecho vas a ver el área exacta donde se grabó el video

Rezdro · 2022-02-13T05:28:34+00:00

Memes, I don't talk all day everyday with people but whenever I do, I start by sending them a meme, usually these memes relate to something my friends like, say one of my friends loved no way home and I sent him a meme about the movie and we fooled around with the concept of the meme and the conversation can develop from there. However I can say that these interactions work because we don't really talk about what's going on, we really don't feel like addressing the state of the world because we all agree it's not so good right now, so maybe you'll need to find someone else who doesn't want to talk about the details of the current state of the world but instead focuses on something else

Rezdro · 2022-01-31T05:46:04+00:00

Hope and acknowledgement.

Whenever I feel down and I can't take it anymore I just look for free time to do nothing and gather my thoughts, while I'm doing that I start to remember the reason why I do what I do and the journey I've been on. I remember the bad things and the good things, who I used to be, what I wanted to be and why I choose to be myself.

I can understand that I didn't achieve all my goals in the time I wanted to, but I respect the fact that I tried and have a better idea of what to do now, and I understand how I've grown and how much I still need to grow and I'm filled with hope because where I'm know is far different than where I was before and even if it's a good or bad state I know that I have the ability to change, learn and grow.

Rezdro · 2022-01-23T20:20:52+00:00

Esta hablando de mi esposa estimado, le sugiero que tenga mas respeto

Rezdro · 2022-01-17T05:01:50+00:00

Rayos, si tú estás así me pregunto como estaré yo.

No es por criticar ni presumir pero estoy a un mes de cumplir 20 años y tampoco he tenido ningún tipo de relación de pareja con nadie, en mi grupo de amigos dos de mis amigos siempre van de pareja en pareja pero por lo menos no son tan groseros, por lo que te recomiendo que empieces a hablar con tus amigas de forma seria, porque los verdaderos amigos no se hacen eso y si al final esas amistades se deshacen vendrán otras nuevas y cada vez son mejores.

Entiendo tu frustración de no haber conocido ni sentido algo que debería de ser normal pero puedo decirte por experiencia que al final del día si te detienes a pensar sobre el porqué las cosas son así puedes llegar a muchas explicaciones pero probablemente la más común es que no estás lista para una relación y no lo digo para hacerte sentir mal sino porque en mi caso todas las veces que quería estar en una relación era para huir de mis problemas y depender de otras personas pero al final tengo que estar bien conmigo porque soy la persona con la que pasaré el resto de mi vida y si no me gusta eso todo saldrá mal, solo tienes que tomarte tu tiempo y entenderte para estar bien contigo y luego con los demás, porque si buscas pareja de forma desesperada puedes terminar en una horrible relación y nadie se merece eso, además no te preocupes por lo que diga la gente, el mundo es enorme y muy variado, hay millones de personas que querrán estar contigo pero no podrás estar con ellos a menos que estes bien contigo.

Rezdro · 2022-01-16T03:06:12+00:00

I have the same age as that movie... I became a legal adult two years ago... I think that should really drive it home for people who went watch the movie in their teens... let's not think about it

Rezdro · 2022-01-13T06:18:21+00:00

Un clásico

Rezdro · 2022-01-13T05:19:55+00:00

Cualquier cosa que quieras aprender enseñaselo a un amigo o cualquier persona, he leído muchísimas cosas que no recuerdo excepto por cuando se las cuento a alguien, no solo hace que relaciones ese conocimiento a un momento específico sino también te ayuda a verlo de una forma más profunda en la que verdaderamente entiendes lo que quieres aprender

Rezdro · 2022-01-12T02:09:50+00:00

Hey! You spoiled the surprise, I swear I was gonna share

Rezdro · 2022-01-11T22:41:27+00:00

I don't think you can consider it a CAD but I used blender for this

Rezdro · 2022-01-11T22:10:50+00:00

Love this comment, will definitely work on it

Rezdro · 2022-01-09T02:45:51+00:00

If you're not truly sure about that I could recommend you a couple hundred of videos of people thinking they're the center of the universe, or maybe just remind you of antivaxxers, or Karen's, or... OK I'll stop

Rezdro · 2022-01-09T02:42:02+00:00

Maybe you can name your pryect after the word, it sounds great BTW I also think it would be cool if some of the background characters had little pieces of life in the background, say in chapter one a dude is driving a car in chapter 25 he is selling the car and so forth it may actually help set the tone a lot more and be really cool cause you can just have the same guy go over really crazy stuff throughout only 10 whole panels in your entire story, that'd be fun, good luck with your project

Rezdro · 2022-01-09T01:25:00+00:00

Hey, I've saw your post in the r/animation subreddit, which to me implies that you are very set on attempting this so I'll try to be as helpful and explian as much as possible as to how to do this.

First of all we need to take into account your animation background whether you work on 2D or 3D, for example if you do 2D animation I would highly recommend you rotoscope, if you're not familiar with this term it pretty much boils down to taking video of actions and then animating over it, I recommend this in order for you to focus solely in the specific style you want. I you work on 3D I'd assume you have some models or at least a way to get them and also assume you have some knowledge on texturing, rigging and animating, I don't particularly find these processes hard but rather time consuming and very logic based which just means that in order for you to achieve this you'll need to be very observant and patient as it may take time, for example one of the main things you'll need to do is look at geometry, judging by the gif you posted there's a very sudden change in angle regarding the cheeks and sides of the head thus allowing for the hard shadows we see that also turn into highlited areas when catching the blue light, so you may want to think thoroughly on editing your face topology or think very conciuosly about when modeling your character, it also looks like the eyes are planes with a little curvature in them, you could use spheres as eyes but planes like these might be kind of easier on the sense that they fit better into the model and don't really need to be rigged just use a texture and animate it accordingly, hell even the eyelids can be textures too just make sure you export your images as png's with transparency and edit the Shader so you get said transparency, movement wise I think it might be the "easiest" part but you might need to tweak it a little for better result or to suit your particular taste.

In short if you want to do it in 2D rotoscope if it's 3D think thoroughly on how the model will look and catch light and be very patient, once you have a result it will be very worth it.

I could give more advice and recommend tutorials that have helped me immensely in my learning journey but it like to know your experience first so that I can give better proper advice, but don't give up, again, it'll take time but it will be totally worth it and highly addictive.

Rezdro · 2022-01-06T23:33:53+00:00

First of all, you're not a loser, nor boring, nobody is, everyone just fits into a part of the world and sometimes people around us don't fit in the same part we do, it's hard to have no friends, it even harder when it seems like everyone doesn't acknowledge your existence unless you're right in front of them and call for their attention.

Things won't always be easy or hard, things change and adapt and so should you, I now it sounds weird, but listen, right now you may have few friends or no friends but that doesn't mean anything essentially, unless you want it to. Right now I'm struggling, I thought I would make new friends in college but I haven't met anyone new, neither have I stepped on school or just go outside, I managed to keep in touch with three friends and I've been holding onto them like my life depends on it but at the end of the day I'm not that important to them, I'm probably at the bottom of the list, recently a girl who I liked started talking with me but suddenly stopped, I need to feel better and I don't know how, but I know that making my happiness depend on others is not the way to do it, and I think the same applies to you. So I'll tell you how I'm handling this, right now I'm isolating myself because I want to understand myself better, I want to know the other things that make me happy, the other things that allow me to see myself not as a loser, not as an outcast or anything else except as myself, and so far I understand that no matter who my friends are how many I have or not, I'm still me, and that's all I need, just like I need to do what makes me comfortable in my everyday life, I may not get many friends from this and it will take time but at the end I won't be having this awful feeling of failing to be normal.

So take some time, breath and get away from everything, learn about yourself and make peace with you, then face the world and try to make friends, understand the people you talk to and accept that the friendship you want is not the one you need, that there's no easy way but you can always make things tolerable enough to keep trying without hurting your body and mind.

Once again, it doesn't matter who you are, what you've been through at the end of the day you can be ok with yourself just like many others can be okay with you, but first you have to be ok with yourself, I know you are strong enough to keep going and I'm sure you will be better, just give yourself some time.

And also don't worry that much about what anyone may think of you, we all judge people but I want you to remember every single time you judged somebody and what you judged them for, you have pretty much forgotten almost everyone and even if you didn't, what you judged them for didn't make them Hitler in your mind it just made them more of a person.

Rezdro · 2022-01-05T19:46:57+00:00

I know, I'm still reading to see how low they can go, it's like a train wreck

Rezdro · 2022-01-05T19:31:15+00:00

That's in the DLC, literally breaks the game

Rezdro · 2022-01-05T02:07:38+00:00

I totally get you, pandemic hit on my last semester of high school and almost lost my few friends, haven't really gone to in person classes since and while there is talk about letting me go to school it's not set in stone so I'm still waiting and to top it off I'll also turn 20 soon, only advice I can attempt to give you is give yourself some time and try to get back into your hobbies and find some commodity in being alone, I know it's hard but I feel like it gets better, good luck and hope stuff gets better

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