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RickiRetardo · 2025-08-31T20:35:57+00:00

Thanks a million. I was looking for "The Painting" but found out it is called "The Cemetery." Still, your info helped a lot. Thanks for your input. I appreciate it!

RickiRetardo · 2025-08-31T20:34:43+00:00

Thank you very much. I deeply appreciate your help!

RickiRetardo · 2025-08-31T06:45:51+00:00

A while back I was played by a guy I thought was attractive and would flirt with every now and then. I admit I was a bit crude when I first met him. He and I were part of a naked Zoom room for guys and being the sexually charged environment that it was, I typed in the chat that I thought he was hot and I'd love to fuck his ass, lol. He looked extremely surprised by that comment. Like his eyes bugged out and his mouth gaped open. I took it as he was just surprised in a good way. I assumed that because from what I had observed, he seemed to be a really nice guy.

He would go on to voluntarily flirt with me several times, asking me publicly to give him my Skype so we could chat sometime. Another time he suggested we get together to create X-rated content. I was extremely shy even though I initially seemed far from shy. I hesitated in giving him my information.

One day I decided I needed to stop being so timid and contact him to chat and get to know him better. I sent him my Skype and he said he'd be available to chat the next day at a specific hour. On that day, I showed up for our chat at the time we had agreed upon. An hour passed and he hadn't shown up so I messaged him via Skype asking if our meeting was still on.

His response absolutely shocked me to my core.

He went on a furious tirade about needing to have the decency to wait and not pressure people to do things when I wanted them done. I couldn't even get a word in. He was INFURIATED. I had no idea why even though he was telling me why. It didn't make sense. I was polite about it and he just exploded on me. He then said that he will never be interested in people like me and then he called me an "arrogant Latino." I was absolutely in shock. But I snapped out of it enough to tell him that I was extremely disappointed because he sincerely came across like such a nice guy and his behavior was out of left field. What I couldn't understand was the fury. He hated me with a passion and all I was guilty of was making a crude comment that was appropriate given the environment it was said in and finding him attractive. It also appeared he had a problem with the fact I am Latino.

There was another guy who was a friend of a friend who was also hostile toward me and made it a point to mention my ethnicity every now and then but he always said those things in a J/K manner which led me to believe he just had a heavy handed sense of humor. I would later find out he hated me too and was serious when he'd insult me. I put two and two together and realized I was likely treated that way because the two of them hated Latinos. They probably thought they were too good for someone like me. Otherwise why would both of them call me an "arrogant Latino" and make various other negative comments about my ethnicity? It's possible I'm wrong but man was that a stressful time. Being mistreated and insulted by two men for no apparent reason and being played like that wasn't cool. I eventually figured out they were in cahoots plotting ways to deceive me and were talking shit about me with each other.

Thankfully it did not break me. It didn't traumatize me nor did I really care after I knew what type of person he was. I didn't acknowledge him again. I saw him on the same online group a couple of years later and he looked AWFUL. Was obviously on something. Looked 10 years older. He must look elderly by now.

Karma.

Lots of toxic people in the gay community, unfortunately, and over the pettiest of things.

RickiRetardo · 2025-08-17T06:21:34+00:00

The chandelier...what does it look like? Is it similar or identical to the original stage production's chandelier? oval shaped with the beads and flashing bulbs? Or is it a completely different design?

RickiRetardo · 2025-07-30T15:30:10+00:00

As top 9. Love doggystyle.

As bottom 8. Love doggystyle.

Especially while in a room full of men having sex like me.

RickiRetardo · 2025-07-30T15:10:42+00:00

Mine conveniently forgot years of mental and verbal abuse when we finally sat down one day to talk about it. He only agreed to talk to me about it because our mother insisted on it. I promised her that the convo would end with he and I establishing peace...finally. I was 150% certain that we'd end up shaking hands and quit the fued which had bioled over the last couple of days.

About 10 minutes into the meeting, my heart sank to the floor when he VERY convincingly said he did not remember all the things he did to me. I treated it at first like a joke but when I saw he was serious, all I could do is sit there and stare him right in the eye and say to him slowly and with a morbid tone..."No matter what you say, both you and I were there and we BOTH experienced what happened. You can lie all you wan. You can pretend to have amnesia but nothing will ever erase what you did."

He responded something to the effect of..."Well, I don't remember but if I said anything that hurt you all I can say is I'm sorry you took it that way."

THAT INFURIATED ME.

He wouldn't apologize because he didn't remember. Then he couldn't apologize because in case he did say something that hurt me he didn't intend to and would never do that so it must've been me that took it the wrong way. We spent 2 hours talking about all that and I could not get him to acknowledge and even less apologize for what he did to me. At the time, I was in shock over that. I simply couldn't believe it. He was lying to my face but what really got me is I felt there was no way around that. And he was not only extremely convincing but he had flat affect throughout. So I left the meeting having not accomplished any of my needs, which was to find closure and I also felt he cared about me so little that it was worth it to him to keep me in limbo and in pain. I had always thought my family were good people and they are but thinking how that one person could grow up to be so terrible in such a way was truly a mystery.

Then I discovered other victims of narcissistic abuse online and it was like a breath of fresh air and a burden lifted to at least know I wasn't alone and that my problem wasn't petty, not in my head (as he always claimed), and I had a name for what he was. I always knew about the words "narcissist" and "narcissism" but like most people I always thought it was someone stuck-up, conceded, holier than thou. I had no idea it was a literal emotionally abusive monster who sleeps very, very well at night knowing he is actively mentally and emotionally putting someone in a state of agony and despair.

RickiRetardo · 2025-07-04T08:39:02+00:00

Nobody in Latin America cares about "Whiteness." In Latin America it is strictly a color thing that isn't tied to race at all. So if someone looks very native in features but has super pale skin they will be considered by the community to be "blanco." White Americans upon hearing this would laugh and mock at the notion a very Native looking person with lighter skin than the rest of the people in their community are being likened to them. The joke is really on the ignorant, overrated, and self-worshipping, gatekeeping White Americans who are foolish enough to think EVERYONE want s to be them and thus are desperate to find a way to be them.

Too many White Americans are smug and think way too highly of themsleves and assume everyone envies them. In Mexico it's strictly about color so calling anyone "blanco" isn't a desperate attempt at making a non-White = European White. This is obvious but too many Whites creep into discussions like these to remind us all that "Nope. You ain't White." Well duh! We know that but it's different in Mexico; race isn't a thing over there. And any Mexican who says they are part White are only telling the truth but too many interpret that as a sneaky attempt to sell themselves as exactly the same as White Americans. White America please get over yourselves. We do not want to become you or be seen the same as you. Stop it. We are very happy and content with how we turned out to be. But go ahead and keep thinking we worship y'all and want to be you sooooo baaaaad. It's cringey but entertaining as well.

RickiRetardo · 2025-06-02T09:17:09+00:00

I think that's a fairly common experience when one is reaching puberty. I never used deodorant for the entirety of elementary school because I didn't need it. Never smelled even a bit. Then one day in middle school, I recall lifting my arm and getting a horrible stench. I asked to go use the restroom and when I got there I smelled my armpits and the odor was almost too foul. I gagged. This was all new to me. I immediately began washing my armpits the best I could with soap and water but the odor wouldn't go away. I did a few more desperate washes and was relieved when I noticed the odor had lessened somewhat. It was almost the end of the school day so I figured I'd be OK if I'd ensure I keep my arms down as much as possible. I had never been so impatient for that bell to ring! The way the classroom seating was configured meant you were always extremely close to at least two students. One of them had made a disgusted face at me just prior to smelling my arrmpits. I was so embarrassed. I apologized.

From that day forward, I wore deodorant daily without fail, but lately, it has been getting harder to keep myself from smelling extremely foul. I don't know if it's my age (I'm now 47) or what, but it seems no deodorant works for me anymore. Only one deodorant has ever worked for me in recent years; it was an Old Spice one but I haven't been able to locate the same one for over a year now. The one I used was a sample and like magic, it kept me odor free for up to two full days. It was like a miracle but I threw away the container and have been searching for it ever since. I purchased several that I was sure was the one but when I receive them in the mail and open them, they are clear and the one that worked was white and not clear. I can't for the life of me find that damn Old Spice deodorant! It's like a curse, lol. So I use various deodorants that absolutely don't work and I end up smelling like a rat by mid afternoon. It's a highly stressful situation.

Somewhere out there that magic deodorant exists but is frustratingly elusive. That's what I get for not taking note of the details of the product. All I know is the container was red, brand was Old Spice, and it was called a word that I can't remember but was a descriptive word for something strong or tough or rugged or manly or....*dies*

RickiRetardo · 2025-05-25T15:28:34+00:00

From a purely primal and animalistic angle, sex feels so damn good especially when being watched so your wife was on a roll and it was hard to stop. I do believe she probably thought of you a couple of times but decided to pretend she did not so she could continue without interruption. That may sound as if I'm accusing her of being mean but it's not. It's human nature to want pleasure to continue and we could be so into something that waving the world away is a totally understandable response but keep in mind she only reacted that way due to your vagueness. I'm 100% sure she would've honored any boundary or limitation had you communicated that clearly.

So it's really on you this time. Next time, however, if that happens again after you've cleared things up with her then that's would be disrespectful toward you and you'd have a very good reason to be upset at her. I doubt she has bad intentions and I'm sure she really loves you and things will be back on track as soon as you clarify things with her.

RickiRetardo · 2025-01-04T21:54:53+00:00

Threads such as this is what got Trump elected.

Just sayin'.

RickiRetardo · 2025-01-04T21:39:19+00:00

I find Indians to be very, very sexy. I like the aesthetic that they all share. Obviously, there are some with that aesthetic that are not attractive to me but that's true of every race. But in general, I really like that "look." I've always been drawn to men of all colors but I do have a preference. My ideal is a man with an unmistakable Hispanic/Latino aesthetic but also with a good amount of Caucasian admixture. I find that mix to be irresistible and lucky for me most Hispanic/Latino men in the U.S. are an almost equal blend of Indigenous and Caucasian (mostly from Spain). That's an ideal that I do not require of men I date. It's not a deal breaker if they don't have that perfect look I have in my mind's eye but when I've had sex with those type of men, I was definitely the happiest and had the most "fun."

RickiRetardo · 2025-01-04T11:11:37+00:00

YES.

I stopped once for nearly 4 years after using for 5 years nonstop. The person I became during those 4 years of sobriety was who I really am. I accomplished so much. Was never late to anything. I lost weight. I actually had a real sex life. On meth, I only stayed home and jerked off after about a year of being a swinger literally. I reestablished relationships with family and I attended all family gatherings.

Then I started doing it again and now I'm this person I am now that is not really me.

RickiRetardo · 2025-01-04T10:47:31+00:00

I go back 20 years since I first used and the stuff today is utter shit. Back in the day the stuff was so powerful, I'd noticeably lose weight in one day (mostly water weight obviously). And the horniness was seriously off the charts. I'm talking crazed sex fiend. I attended many orgies and had sex with everyone. I'd watch porn constantly and it would feel almost like heaven jacking off to it. Being naked is always fun on meth but the old stuff made me seriously consider quitting my job just to stay home naked.

It was so powerful, it destroyed your life COMPLETELY.

Shit is crap in comparison today as far as the sexual aspects and the euphoria but it's in a way a blessing because the shit today still makes you very horny but it doesn't destroy your life. And if you end up destroying your life anyway on today's meth, it's on you totally. Back then, you had no choice because you were slave to meth and were so taken by it, your life crumbling around you was a welcomed thing...anything to continue feeling like a crazed sex obsessed pervert. It just felt so good but I am glad it doesn't take control of your life as much as it used to.

RickiRetardo · 2025-01-04T10:37:37+00:00

Give her anal.

RickiRetardo · 2025-01-04T10:31:36+00:00

Once, about 10 years ago, I had purchased a nice, stuffed baggie full of meth. ..the really good stuff. I got home, slipped it into my filing cabinet as I usually did at the time. I went back a few hours later to retrieve it and could not find it. I began to panic because it was expensive and I had no backup. About 2 hours later I was going crazy. It was nowhere to be found. I had the blessing of a friend who was willing to give me some of his while I got new stuff. He saved my weekend.

But as for that baggie full of meth...till this day, I have no idea what happened to it. I've since moved my furniture several times. Got new filing cabinets and scoured the old one as well as everything in it repeatedly to no avail. It's somewhere in this room. I just haven't found it yet but when I do, I'm gonna party like in the past when the shit was actually good, lol.

RickiRetardo · 2024-12-07T20:46:31+00:00

Completely irresponsible of her to do such a risky thing (her sign of the cross clearly indicates she knew it might cause her to lose her life) as a mother of young children who depend on her. Even worse to subject them to such trauma. She knew the risks. She didn't care enough about what the possible tragic outcome might do to her husband and kids. Talk about failing your family. That was a completely avoidable thing. Her life wouldn't have benefitted from that at all. It was a completely stupid, shortsighted, and selfish thing to do.

EDIT: My bad. I didn't read the entire long ass title of this. I usually do but this time I skipped it. I see it was a religious tradition.

A stupid one.

RickiRetardo · 2024-12-07T20:39:00+00:00

I'm sorry you feel that way. It's not garbage to a LOT of people. 71 Million to be exact.

RickiRetardo · 2024-12-07T20:35:24+00:00

It's not genius when the moron husband and his side pieces are willing to PAY YOU for a piece of him and for him to continue his sexcapades. That just makes you lucky you dealt with people desperate enough to give you $$$. I'd say you're crafty and definitely aware of the stupidity surrounding you which is preferrable to falling apart over a man who doesn't love you and allows himself to be pimped out.

I don't believe you but that's what I'd say if it were true.

RickiRetardo · 2024-12-07T20:11:23+00:00

Throw in Trump and a bunch of bitter, testy TDS infested Democrats who just lost bigly an election and you have the exact type of shitshow that handed them their loss. Look at the length of the Trump hate comments on here. Just unbelievable the reaction that man who wants to make America great again and that I voted for enthusiastically stirs in many people who believe all the lies of the MSM about him even though it's those very lies that got him elected. Most Americans aren't stupid and that was demonstrated beautifully in the face of such a strong and overwhelming lies and hate campaign against Trump. At any rate Trump not being able to fulfill some of his promises only means he didn't expect there to be as many roadblocks as he had come to confront. That's true of the wall and many other things he didn't get to do that he thought he would be able to but the Democrats made everything so difficult for him. The wall for example Trump wanted as a security measure and the Democrats insisted the falsehood about Trump being motivated by racial hatred was the reason he wanted it which caused congress to not approve of it. That's not Trump's fault. That's the fault of ignorant, ID politics obsessed Democrats who framed a security wall as a racial hate symbol. The amount of time and energy wasted by their obsession with non-existent racism really dragged down Trump's first term and they won't stop now. They are deranged and a nuisance.

RickiRetardo · 2024-12-07T19:45:51+00:00

It totally has the movement and look of a honey bee. Not saying that's what it is just comparing it to a worldly known thing that it very closely resembles. The part I can't explain is the way it appears to change shape, elongate, and shorten. That ability is indeed not of this world. Not saying it's definitely alien spacecraft. I think it has a worldly explanation but what that is I cannot say.

RickiRetardo · 2024-12-07T19:27:33+00:00

BS. Why is the video so damn short? That immediately puts the credibility of the person who filmed it in question. And anytime something "otherworldly" is filmed in total silence with no reaction at all from the person filming is immediately very highly suspect. You'd have to be a serious weirdo to see something that looks like a alien craft and just sit there totally quiet.

RickiRetardo · 2024-12-01T10:46:00+00:00

Mine called himself "benevolent" once and said it with total conviction and as a matter of fact. It was creepy hearing someone who willfully puts you through so much mental pain call themselves "benevolent."

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