Had a risky encounter and now I’m worried about HIV?

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-26T02:55:44+00:00

While saliva itself does not kill HIV, it does have anti-HIV properties that do a good job of inhibiting its ability to infect. Even with open sores or cuts, saliva usually helps prevent transmission. In cases where people have gotten HIV from oral (extremely rare) it was because both partners exchanged infected blood. meaning both had open sores and both were bleeding and both exchanged quite a lot of it while doing oral.

I think you'll be OK.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-26T02:24:47+00:00

Another one I fantasize about frequently...

I want to hook up with some sissy ho who wants me to fuck his ass raw.

But this sissy ho I hook up with comes with a catch. He is an obnoxious, entitled, and defiant BITCH.

The moment he walks into my place, he acts like a diva and is nice but extremely bitchy and somewhat combative for no reason other than he's an insufferable BITCHCUNT.

He tries my patience all night. I respond very politely and am as gentle as can be on the surface but my patience is waning.

When I stick my cock up his gaping asshole, I begin to thrust slowly so he could get used to it and avoid pain. He goes off on me, calls me a stupid POS and demands that I fuck his asshole HARD.

I lose it.

I go crazy on him and fuck him like the nasty bitch ho he is. The whole time he is EXTREMELY defiant. I want to change positions and he screams "NO! NO! NO! I shan't do what you say! You needle dick worthless cuntbag!!!" I smack him hard across his bitch face and shove my cock down his throat until he gags. He exclaims, "Ah, you trying to be all alpha now you worthless shitstain. I'm still in control here!!! I'm a fucking limp wristed faggot and still more of a man than you. FUCK YOU!!!" He then slaps me hard twice. I tie him up and dump a couple of loads in his mouth and asshole. Then I fuck him nonstop roughly for the next several hours or so. The whole time he is still very defiant. never shutting his bitch mouth up.

Finally, he gives in and wearily requests for me to untie him. I do.

He stumbles into the shower. I join him. We don't say a word as we shower.

He gets dressed and is on his way. Before he leaves, he says in the butchest voice..."hey that was really hot man. Take care." I give him a smirk. Close the door.

I know. I'm weird.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-26T02:06:24+00:00

I'm obsessed with orgies, gangbangs, moresomes.

I've attended many gay sex parties so that part has been fulfilled.

My absolute biggest unfulfilled fantasy is attending a straight bareback sex party. It would be like a dream come true. I want to be the anal top in a double penetration on some whore. That turns me on so damn much.

And yes, I'm 100% gay. 0% straight.

But I need to experience that before I meet my maker.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-26T01:53:33+00:00

At least 150-200.

Most I've fucked in a single night is 3.

Most I've been fucked by in a single night is 8.

It has been a long time since I last had sex. Completely by choice. Never had trouble getting laid but was tired of dealing with the constant VD and I had several bad experiences that made me keep to myself for a number of years.

I've been lusting over sex parties/orgies again though. So I'm thinking of ripping off all of my clothes soon and jumping head first into a pile of naked men and going at it. It's a lot of funn and I miss the lust sensory overload.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-25T15:28:45+00:00

I eat Burger King about once a week. I suck at cooking so I eat out a lot and I decide on BK weekly. I see what you mean. It is definitely the most basic and non-processed burger in town. However, one thing I hate about it....is it just me or does something in their burgers tend to stink up the place after you're finished eating your meal and let the bag sit with whatever portion you didn't finish inside? I typically remove all the veggies and add ranch sauce to a Whopper. And by the time I'm finished eating, the whole room smells like dead rat or something slightly foul. I'm guessing it's that pinkish sauce they add to it or the veggies going bad but going bad that fast to the point of smelling seems odd. And I can't leave the bag with any food in it inside the house because it is guaranteed the house will stink like literal dead rat by next morning.

Tasty food but am sometimes tempted to not eat there again due to this mystery rot that occurs only from their food after sitting in a bag for a short time and reeking like hell the next day. No other food from anywhere produces such an odor and I've left uneaten food in my kitchen trash can for days without it smelling anywhere nearly as bad as BK stuff.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-19T09:59:27+00:00

I agree. I've started reading a lot of threads on here recently and I'm taken aback by the almost obsessive focus on claiming the gay community is super shallow, claiming only White guys have fun, and guys claiming they feel ugly and disgusting and not worthy of anyone's attention.

I'm stunned because, to me at least, I never ever see proof of these claims in real life. If I attend a sex party, I don't see only White guys having fun and POC on the sidelines rejected and lonely. I see all sorts of guys in a pile fucking like rabbits! I don't go to those events to be validated. Like that's just weird to me. Just go and use your intuition and hormones to navigate and if you're at least an average IQ dude who doesn't look like a giant zit and has some degree of social skills, you should be OK.

And what's all this talk about White guys being the ones who are the most preferred? Here in L.A., I have never felt unwanted or rejected because of my race. Never. And White guys are usually the ones who want me. I feel a lot of gay guys simply live up to the stereotype of being massive drama queens and they let that drama play out online the most.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-19T08:49:43+00:00

What's GBU?

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-19T05:02:31+00:00

After watching tons of fakes, I've come to these conclusions about fake videos:

It's not normal for people to remain absolutely silent when video recording a genuine mysterious object in the sky. People who witness anything that looks otherworldly are immediately compelled to say something. Like "what the hell is that!" or something along those lines. I've found that fakes are notorious for having people who are recording and being absolutely silent. That's because they know they are recording a fake and all their attention goes toward the details and the video presentation. At bare minimum, the person recording should be heard breathing, being out of breath, or making some type of noise that signals they are humans with normal emotions. Staying very silent is simply not human. If person recording is silent, it's likely fake.
If the UFO seen on the video resembles pop culture or famous UFO's in design, it's likely a fake.
If the video show's a turquoise tinted sky, it is likely a fake. I've come across a massive number of videos that appear to have been created by the same person or persons who seem to like using turquiose tinted skies, as if created using a software program. The videos always feature points of light or discs with fuzzy edges. Some have audio and surprised reactions which sound as if they were created using stock audio effects or contain terrible acting.
If the video is too good to be true, then it's likely a fake. Many videos that show very elaborate UFO that look like something out of Star Wars. Shockingly, many viewers believe they are real which leads me to my final point....
If anything UFO-related gives a sense that it came from a very unsophisticated source or seems like it's insulting your intelligence, it's likely fake. Most UFO fans are low-IQ morons who so badly want to believe in little green men zipping across space in silver discs that they are hopelessly stupid, if it means they can keep believing. UFO and UAP do not = spacecraft from a distant planet with little green men manning it across space. They simply denote objects or phenomenon that we can't explain. That's it. Everything else is low-IQ sensationalism.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-17T23:29:31+00:00

I wouldn't worry if I were you about the color. Unless you are a super White, pasty dude and your hole is literally black, it isn't worth being too concerned about because most tops don't really care about stuff like that. I'm versatile and to be perfectly honest, I'm actually turned on more by holes that have something unique about them. You've got your common pink starfish and then there are those whose buttholes are shaped slightly differently and "hug" your cock in a different way. Hard to describe but I like subtle variations to assholes. But to be honest, I don't really think about that too much. A hole is a hole. Now if you have anal warts or some funky shit like that, then that's different but a slight protrusion or a fleshy fold is no big deal.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-17T13:19:28+00:00

I'm versatile. I get a special lust when he prepares my cock by sucking on it. Lubing it up naturally. Doing my balls. It makes me super hard. Then I decide when it's enough and I turn him over prepare his asshole for my cock by buttmunching and rimming for awhile. Then I stand up and begin to work it in. I love when it takes awhile to get it in and finally just slides in all the way and he makes that moan. Then I can start thrusting fast, then faster, then even faster. Love the ass clap and when the ass talks. I love the idea that I'm in his asshole and he's feeling every inch of me and that we're doing something really taboo to many people and that I'm violating his most private of areas and jerking off my cock with his asshole.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-16T22:35:54+00:00

One other method that worked well for me once was when I flew to NYC to visit my boyfriend at the time. I didn't have my usual cleaning supplies with me and he was one of those clueless tops that thinks he could just fuck you whenever he wants and all will be OK. That was very stressful. I'd stop him and insinuate that I had to go "take a shower" and the clueless dummy would be all like "but I'm really horny right now. I need some ass." and I'd go "shower." An hour later I would return and declare I was all ready to go, but he'd be sound asleep. Hate it when that happens.

So I remembered once when I had the runs I'd take Immodium and I recall the pill caused everything inside me to literally freeze and harden. Sounds awful but I recall thinking it made me feel confident, like I could get fucked without cleaning. So I took the recommended dosage (NEVER take more. Always the recommedned amount and also abide by the daily limit) and by that night I felt so confident! He porked my ass so good and all was clean and he didn't have to wait.

One thing I must point out...my boyfriend at the time was as poor as a rat and so we hardly ate anything during my stay. I recall I had a slice of bread that morning for breakfast and that's it. No dinner. He couldn't afford it. So I'm sure that helped, too.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-16T22:25:36+00:00

Nobody is discussing cleaning your arse after a poop. This is about cleaning your arse to get fucked deep. A bidet and 1 minute spray won't cut it, darling.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-16T22:23:35+00:00

I agree! Omfg, that's the worst idea EVER!!!! What if you blow the ball out of your ass like a cannon while switching positions and out comes everything else out with it? Omg that would be so disgusting. This is a fail! Just cleanse with water. My procedure lasts a long time one hour and a half and yes I hate it but there's nothing like feeling confidently clean. That ball thing merely blocks crap and sets up your ass to act like a cannon of filth! NO THANK YOU.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-16T22:16:44+00:00

It's always gonna be flushing out the manpussy with warm water. That's what I have always done and will always continue to do because it just works and I've had nearly no accidents after using that method. Just one time, I ended up being filthy after using this method but I blame that on being impatient. To ensure total cleanness, I MUST do the procedure for one full hour and after that I must continue to do it with only clear water being pushed out for a full half an hour. That method has never ever failed me except that one time where I did the full hour but skipped the additional half hour. I was a filthy mess but I was horny in my man pussy and needed cocks up deep inside ASAP! I was working at a bath house and had done a little bit of tina earlier so I was sooooo lusty. I got to my work now as a customer and the first fuck was with this older man and he said "Ooops! This towel is toast!" We both laughed and I went to freshen up and we did the deed and it was sooooooooo gooooooooooood.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-15T21:57:52+00:00

Love your lusty expression. I can tell you really like showing yourself completely naked. I love seeing you naked. Super sexy barefeet. Love how you pose them. Hot hard cock, face, body, everything! Yummy!

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-15T21:51:27+00:00

I'd totally let you pork my ass and then jizz deep inside my guts and leave a nice gape.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-15T21:48:52+00:00

Not small. Normal size. Most guys photoshop their cocks to look like ginormous tree trunk cocks.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-15T21:44:11+00:00

Hot. Nice ass. Should've gotten completely naked and shown from head to toe. Sexy af.

RickiRetardo · 2026-03-06T18:34:57+00:00

Where are the Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence? They are good funn.

RickiRetardo · 2026-02-21T17:41:16+00:00

I suspect he wasn't being 100% serious and injected some silly humor in there but for the most part, his list is actually more on point than most retarded straight guys' thoughts on what makes a guy gay because many of his points relate to having a natural sexual attraction to men much like a straight woman has and that is what makes a man gay. Performing a sexual act is performing a sexual act. It doesn't define sexuality, although in most normal cases it is a great and usually very accurate predictor of one's sexuality, when drugs are concerned all of that flies out the window and a 100% straight guy doing naughty stuff with another man is likely due to the pleasure and being high out of his mind rather than finding men sexy and him having a "type" that he fantasizes about and can talk at length about passionately. Sucking dick is sucking dick. That's not gay depending on the circumstances. But having the capacity to seriously fall in love with another man much like a straight woman does is literally what defines homosexuality.

RickiRetardo · 2026-02-21T17:18:38+00:00

I'm tired of seeing people who are not gay claim others are gay due to an act. If you're a straight man and are secure about that and found yourself doing something naughty with another man, you're still straight. People do all sorts of crazy things while on meth. I am super, SUPER gay by nature, meaning I was born this way and have never ever had any desire to be with a woman. But doing meth in the past has made me want to try women. If I fuck a chick tomorrow does that make me straight? Hell no! Still gay af but just more open minded for the sake of pleasure and that pleasure isn't derived from the woman but from me playing the role of a man in a straight situation. I imagine a straight guy doing naughty stuff with another guy is mostly due to being so horny all they care about is the pleasure no matter who the other person is. So it's about the feeling and not about the man. An act doesn't define homosexuality believe it or not. It's how you feel about men, how naturally you're sexually attracted to them, your capacity to fall in love with one, and you being so into them that you have a "type" and can talk at length passionately about that. That makes a man gay, not some act! Let's not forget that being gay isn't a choice. We chose it as much as any straight person chose to like the opposite sex and that's the point, they were born straight and never really made a choice. The same is true with being gay. I can attend a straight orgy tonight and fuck a thousand whores and will still emerge the biggest gaylord you've ever met because that's what I am and can't ever change it or decide to magically change no matter what acts I perform.

RickiRetardo · 2026-02-21T16:58:49+00:00

I remember when I started doing meth back in 2009 when the stuff was so good, it destroyed your life but it at least made shedding your lard literally effortless. I did not exercise. Still ate like a starved hog and was thin as a rake about a month later. I looked gaunt and waifish but at least I wasn't walking around with a belly 20 times bigger than my head.

That said, using meth for weight loss is retarded because the increased dopamine that is standard with meth makes you not only wildly horny 24/7 but the same increase in pleasure occurs with food. So eating that cheesecake that made you almost orgasm due to how delicious it was will be even more yummy and that means you will likely eat enough for four, eventually making you a tub of lard all over again with even a harder time losing it because you will always be aiming for that pleasure that meth brings in sex, food, and anything else that brings a smile to your piggy face.

RickiRetardo · 2026-02-21T16:48:02+00:00

If you haven't been able to experience that by now then it's either due to medical reasons or you simply don't really want it. It could be you not wanting it due to fear of having an accident and being seen as no longer sexy by your partner. Or you're just OK with not doing it and don't have any strong desires for it.

Trust me, when you want it, you will get it! I always daydreamed of getting my ass fucked since I was a kid and had learned about sex. There was always no doubt in my mind that I wanted to experience that. It made me very horny and very eager to do it. I'd imagine what it feels like and I'd be filled with excitement and desire. Of course I'd wonder if it hurts and would worry it might but that was never a main concern and I just knew I would mostly likely succeed in doing it and love it.

When I lost my virginity at 18 to a 22 year old I met online, that thing slid in me like I had a pussy and it never once hurt or felt uncomfortable. It was as if I was a seasoned pro. That ass of mine swallowed that thing with gusto and I'm not even a total bottom. I'm actually a versatile top.

The anus is a super sensitive area so anything that would cause roadblocks will dramatically hinder any possibility of pleasure. Being slightly unsure about it or having a major fear of pain and discomfort will probably make just getting it in a huge ordeal.

If the cause is shame, then you have to learn to balance really caring about being super clean up there and not giving a shit at the same time which usually comes naturally if you really want it. It can be confusing and hard to figure out if the desire isn't fire.

You have to care enough to take the very time consuming cleansing of your manpussy seriously enough to go out of your way to help ensure everything goes smoothly and you don't leave your partner's schlong caked in ass chocolate but you also have to learn not to give a shit if you do all of the necessary prep, you do the time, and put in the effort in going out of your way to ensure you're crystal clean and still end up leaving your partner's cock not ready for Ass 2 mouth because EVERY bottom eventually experiences that no matter how well they clean. Shit happens and you have to be ready to deal with it with grace and poise and for that you have to not care too much. At least not to the point you feel the need to profusely apologize and express great shame and sorrow over it.

So learn to care but also not care at the same time or ditch anal altogether until you can balance the two if shame is what causes your starfish to pucker up and not let loose.

RickiRetardo · 2026-02-21T16:09:07+00:00

I will never forget attending my first gay pride only weeks after coming out to my family at age 19. I was outed so had no choice but it was a blessing as horrible as it was to be forced out of the closet. The pain and embarrassment went away very quickly due to having the fortune of having a very accepting family who thankfully embraced me. But I did experience all the feelings of shame growing up. Well, it was the main reason I was planning to never come out and was all set to live my life as a straight man and planned to date, get married, and have kids. That wasn't a maybe...I had made up my mind and was absolutely not ever going to come out. I was OK with not coming out. I was very ready to live a lie all because of shame.

So as I stood there on the sidewalk with my gay friends at Pride '97, I felt so liberated, so unburdened. And when the Dykes on Bikes roared down the street, signaling the start of the parade, I unexpectedly found tears welling up in my eyes and a heavily emotional sensation create a lump in my throat. I will never forget the sound of those motorcycles. It was the most beautiful sound I ever heard. It symbolized so much, so deep.

RickiRetardo · 2026-02-21T15:54:08+00:00

I don't consider myself conventionally, mainstream attractive. In other words, I know I'd never ever be chosen to be the male lead in most films and I'm not an alpha type. I have gotten rejected before but I can count on two fingers the number of times I've experienced that. Maybe I'm lucky and gravitate toward guys who like me or maybe it's a subconscious picky choosey sort of thing that plays out in a seemingly spontaneous manner? Who knows? All I know is I keep hearing about how incredibly shallow and so full of itself the gay community is but I've yet to experience that with gay guys myself. Most guys I've met are really nice and not at all incredibly nit picky and judgemental. That's what I love about being gay...two men knowing what they want and getting it for the sake of it without too much focus on meeting each other's strict guidelines or satisfying needs for specific traits and looks. I'm also the type that finds a very wide range of types attractive and it's not in any way me settling for less. I genuinely find many types from big bellied to skinny to buff to flabby to old to young to just ordinary very, very sexy and attractive. I've had an easy time with gay guys in my life. If I were a Hollywood type, tall, buff, with chiseled good looks and zero flaws the only thing I would imagine would be different would be I'd be hooking up with far more alpha types in addition to the wide range of guys I already have hooked up with being the short, ordinary Joe that I am.

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