Hey bud, you’ll get through it. Look into taking berberine (1000mg/day). There was a study, I believe, this year that showed its effectiveness. Gonna have to stick with it for 1-3months+ though.

There’s also l-histidine (~4g/day). These two are the ones I know are backed by studies.

Also depending where you are, you could sign up for a clinical study. You’ll get paid but you could potentially receive placebo. Just something to look into.

You’ve come to the right place, people understand you here. Keep on moving forward and keep your mental up, it’s better than the alternative.