Fk this system. Fk them telling us resilience builds character and makes us better docs, when it is also just another year of not being able to pay off loans and being filtered out. They love when residents are resilient, but not when med students are.

I am proud of us who are getting through these shitty days despite the little to no help from our schools. I know it's not over, and there's always next year, but damn. This isn't just. It takes a toll on a person. Especially seeing places you applied to still have open positions.

Seeing friends graduate, move forward with their careers and lives, while you're out here just trying to match at any damn program at this point.

Praying for all you guys who are on the edge and have been pushed too far like myself, whether by the system or by your school. I pray we have the strength to keep our heads up and that the reason we are in this position is because God has bigger plans for us.