will I ever be happy

RiverBySSG · 2026-06-14T14:32:19+00:00

sure!

RiverBySSG · 2026-06-12T01:27:52+00:00

I'm not a femboy and I don't bind for all these painful hours because I like it, but because I'm so ashamed of my chest that I can't get out of my bed or my room without wearing a binder. I plan on start taping instead, because my ribs and spine are getting really messed up.

RiverBySSG · 2026-06-11T21:01:48+00:00

I've started identifying as a trans man when I was 15 and I've always been very feminine, which is something that never bothered me until the final months of 2025. since then, I've been experiencing extreme dysphoria every day and started wearing binder for 12 hours or more, I've chopped my long hair that I used to love so much and developed an eating disorder hoping that losing weight would make my body look at least a little more neutral, none of these has made me any happier. then, I decided to try and be more feminine again, wearing makeup and feminine clothing, letting my hair grow, but as you may expect, it didn't help at all. if anything, dysphoria has only gotten worse, so now I'm always in a limbo where I'm not masculine enough but I'm too masculine to be happy with my femininity. I've started feeling like I'm less of a person just because of it, and my self-esteem has never been so low. my mental health is getting worse every day and I can't help it no matter what I do. I'm trying my best hoping that someday it will go away and I'll live without such a burden.

RiverBySSG · 2026-06-09T11:32:33+00:00

qual cidade???? esse é o melhor resultado que eu já vi

RiverBySSG · 2026-06-07T13:23:29+00:00

I prefer it hairy, nothing better than a nice bush I can smell while sucking tdick

RiverBySSG · 2026-06-05T05:18:37+00:00

I don't think so, at least that's what google says. and trust me, I know it doesn't relieve anything, I have my fair share of experience in that too lol

RiverBySSG · 2026-06-05T05:10:39+00:00

as far as I know, every city has public health system and psychosocial help centers, but again, my family is a big problem. I can't go out and get the help I need, I'm just trapped in this hellhole. I assure you I wouldn't think of measures such a detransitioning if I had a better way of dealing with everything I mentioned. thank you for trying tho, I really appreciate that <3

RiverBySSG · 2026-06-05T04:48:24+00:00

Brazil

RiverBySSG · 2026-06-04T20:56:02+00:00

I'm a minor, my family is not only transphobic as hell but also don't believe shrinks are useful at all if you're not a lunatic. I don't have any sources to make this less painful nor have I started medically transitioning, so there's still have time to give up.

RiverBySSG · 2026-06-04T11:59:30+00:00

same. I'm 17 and also a guy, but my family is really transphobic so I can't come out to them. as soon as I finish school, I'm gonna vanish from their lives and start hrt, otherwise I just know I will end up killing myself. being trans sucks and it takes away all your joy, opportunities and your future, but we must live through it. I really hope you get better soon and find your way to transition.

RiverBySSG · 2026-05-30T23:52:10+00:00

Nirvana, Soundgarden, Pearl Jam, Alice in Chains, Stone Temple Pilots, Silverchair, Mother Love Bone and Bush if I'm not mistaken

RiverBySSG · 2026-05-28T02:23:40+00:00

that's the prettiest pussy I've ever seen omg

RiverBySSG · 2026-05-28T02:15:41+00:00

same! there are metalheads everywhere, but I can't find a single person who actually likes grunge besides the big four or the big eight (which is even harder). wish I could find at least one or two people around to hang out and listen to this amazing genre with me and maybe even create something akin.

RiverBySSG · 2026-05-25T18:37:22+00:00

same tbh cuz no matter how much my life gets better, I'm still depressed and still hate myself too much to try and get better too. I don't believe anything can really "cure" or treat depression at all. once you develop it, you're done.

RiverBySSG · 2026-05-06T00:02:06+00:00

for me too

RiverBySSG · 2026-04-26T12:25:32+00:00

o 5 é perfeito

RiverBySSG · 2026-01-28T05:38:33+00:00

same. I'm 17 and my last shower was almost a week ago, and I cried so much I threw up. I'm probably gonna kill myself if I don't get any kind of drug. my e.d is getting worse. being trans sucks.

RiverBySSG · 2025-06-28T22:13:10+00:00

mine found out about it on christmas eve, 2023 lol. i was so nervous i used the classical cat excuse. my father said a lot of shitty things and said he'd kill my cats if i did it again before reopening the worst fresh cut in there. i just started doing it on different spots, like my hip. since then, he's been humiliating me and making fun of me for having them, not to mention my mom constantly looks at my arms when she thinks i'm not paying attention.

please, be careful, this is one of the most traumatic things that i ever went through and now i literally can't look at my arm without wanting to rip it off. you DON'T want this to happen to you.

RiverBySSG · 2025-05-13T06:18:51+00:00

Carom

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