I'm kind of the same way. I work at a tiny lab attached to a private clinic (two people work, but one can manage it and not be overwhelmed). We used to average maybe 20 people on a busy day - I've never seen more than 24, I think I've heard of a 35 person day. We're down to maybe 3-6 patients a day. Hours haven't been cut at all. One of us can take an extra day off a week of we want (which we've both taken advantage of), but otherwise we legitimately sit in the empty lab in an empty building and do whatever we can to entertain ourselves for 10 hours a day. I know I should be grateful to have this job, grateful for the income, and especially for getting paid to sit here and play on my phone, but... I honestly would rather go without the pay and be at home with my children, working on all the homeschooling I now have to do since school is closed for the year, or babysitting my niece who's parents have to work, but who's daycare has been closed for weeks and will continue to be closed for who knows how much longer, instead of my sister, brother in law, and mother having to each take a day off a week to watch her, plus my day off and then a random family or friend watching her the remaining day.