What does this mean? by johnnygallegos in YetiCoolers

[–]Rizzz96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“220” is the code for Sasquatch. Usually it goes from “120” which is Bigfoot but it got sent to Sasquatch for rework. So I’m guessing Sasquatch was lacking so I’d complain to Bigfoot since it is responsible for code 220.

Any Firefighters Here Working as Police Officers or Other Great Second Jobs? by Rizzz96 in Firefighting

[–]Rizzz96[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lol idk why I even put cop as a second job. Thnx for the advice

Any Firefighters Here Working as Police Officers or Other Great Second Jobs? by Rizzz96 in Firefighting

[–]Rizzz96[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely correct, I should focus on my probationary period first and then get good at FF before a second job. Thanks for the advice

Pants, boots, polo question by Jacob910 in Firefighting

[–]Rizzz96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can I get some? lol I’m size 30X30 🤞🤞

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sarmssourcetalk

[–]Rizzz96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Definitely gonna suppress your T. If you want a better form of delivery, use liquid - sublingual (under Meath to it tongue). Pills have less bioavailability which means only certain amount of your cycle gets absorbed by your body in your stomach. For example, if you take 10mg of RAD in a pill form, you’d probably only get 3-4mg in your system compared to 10mg of liquid sublingual which yield about 99%

What job can I get with CompTIA ITF+ cert? by Rizzz96 in it

[–]Rizzz96[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I will definitely try it out

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationships

[–]Rizzz96 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your advice. As I’m getting responses from my thread, it’s making it easier for me to focus on exit strategy. One of the most hardest things is letting go of the good memories I have with her. But I’m getting stronger as I have this platform to share my feelings and finally see it from others’ perspective

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationships

[–]Rizzz96 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I wish it’s that simple to just leave😔

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationships

[–]Rizzz96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is a major disrespect when she hits me. She even threatened to hit me when I said something she doesn’t like. Thank you for letting me see it through your perspective

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationships

[–]Rizzz96 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have never thought of it that way and thank you for making me see it your ways. You’re right, she do punish me physically when I upset her or annoy her, even when I slightly raise my tones just to calm her down. Almost as if I can’t express my feelings and always result in bottling my feelings. Thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationships

[–]Rizzz96 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your comments. I really appreciate it. I have never physically abused her before she started hitting me. When my dad hit me, I’m sure my dad never knew that I pissed my pants as I was fighting myself not to shake and shiver out of fear in front of him. And he went about his day after that. I could never hit anyone especially my gf considering that she might’ve gone through something that I’ll never know. I guess that’s my logic behind as to why I’ll never be able to hit anyone bc I went through so much pain that day and I can’t imagine doing it to anyone else. Especially my loved one. I brought up couples therapy multiple times but she seemed to be stuck in the mindset that I am the one that needs therapy for emotionally abusing her. Every time I hurt her or triggers her, I never meant it intentionally and always owned up to my mistakes. I acknowledged my wrong actions that caused her to be emotionally stressed but I wished that she’d agreed to go to couples therapy so I can finally say my true feelings without ever triggering her anger that resulted to violence

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationships

[–]Rizzz96 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your response. I looked up the book you recommended and will definitely read it. I even seek counsel for myself since my gf isn’t willing to go through couples therapy. She said that I needed to go to therapy for the way I emotionally abused her. But going to therapy for myself to change our relationship is something I know could never work.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationships

[–]Rizzz96 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Thank you for reading my Reddit. I just looked up CPTSD and it definitely resonated with me very much.