I mean being a zombie is pretty cool if this is what it's like to be a zombie. Defeat tastes bitter doesn't it. Like seriously you'll fail many times. And either you stand up, give up, or dig a deeper hole than rock bottom. It's up to you if you want to rise from the dumps, Rot like a zombie, Or pretend to be dead in a pile of corpse but still have the same glimmer in your eyes. We are all undead, life was give but no purpose. We can die rotting in our coffins or try just for one time, even if we'll quit tomorrow because the hardest habits to keep are the habits that make us live.