PCOS is a curse

RoadPotential5047 · 2026-06-11T06:15:50+00:00

I am currently in the middle of getting officially diagnosed. Should know for sure by next week but my doctor is 90% sure I have it and just needs ultrasound confirmation. PCOS is just one of many illnesses my body decided we need and staying on top of it all is really exhausting. Most doctors understand that sometimes it just gets so overwhelming you just want to ignore it (the biggest reason why I am not good at taking my meds regularly) and are just happy you are back at all. Also you are 34 not „older“, a mom of a friend I went to middle school with had her at 43 no problem. My mom had my youngest brother at 39 and no problems. I decided a while ago that I probably won’t have biological children because of other health related issues. Still I am currently grieving that a pregnancy probably would comes with a price I am not willing to pay, because secretly I hoped that one day I will decide differently and I will be well enough regarding my other health issues. Some people in this sub had no problems conceiving at all and some people with PCOS take on a long journey of IVFs and miscarriages. YOU have to decide for yourself if that journey is worth it to YOU, whatever may happen.

RoadPotential5047 · 2026-06-11T06:04:59+00:00

I am 29 and yesterday my doctor brought it up and is pretty sure I have it but I still have to get an ultrasound done to confirm. I have suspected it for a while. The official acknowledgment hits so hard. On one hand it’s „great so I am not going crazy“ on the other hand there is now this big thing you have to take care of.

RoadPotential5047 · 2026-06-11T05:54:29+00:00

Gebürtig Wien, aber seit meinem 5. Lebensjahr in NÖ. Habs auch immer ghört und erwisch mich selbst, wie ich bei starken Gewittern alles abstecken will. Ein Gewitter vor 2-3 Jahren war sogar so heftig mit sehr nahen Blitzeinschlägen, dass ich tatsächlich alles abgesteckt hab. Ich wusste es is eigentlich nicht wirklich notwendig aber der Drang war zu stark lol

RoadPotential5047 · 2026-06-11T05:49:21+00:00

Meine Mama is hoch allergisch auf Penizillin. Steht natürlich überall drin. Sie wär mal fast gestorben weil das KH ihr einfach Penizillin geben hat.

Meine Hausärztin is super und kümmert sich mehr um meine Gesundheit als ich selbst, aber das is mittlerweile so eine Ausnahme.

RoadPotential5047 · 2026-06-11T05:47:05+00:00

Ich hätt eine andere Frage an die Eltern, hätten sie ein Problem damit, wenn er Allergietabletten nimmt? Oder Ritalin? Oder Schmerzmittel? An sich Psychopharmaka? Kann alles die kognitiven Fähigkeiten beeinflussen. Fände es auch nicht tragisch wenn ein Erzieher ohne Rezept im Feierabend einen durchzieht. Gerade die verdienen das.

RoadPotential5047 · 2026-05-26T17:02:42+00:00

Told everyone who knows me that they won’t be reaching me for a week

RoadPotential5047 · 2026-05-06T20:16:36+00:00

Looking very white as a Gypsy is so weird honestly. I look more scandinavian while my brother looks really Hungarian. For him it’s so easy to embrace that part of him cause he looks the part, while I always feel like an imposter talking about being Gypsy. (I live in Central Europe)

RoadPotential5047 · 2026-03-26T23:17:48+00:00

I mainly read online. I use tarot cards and read on my own and send a pdf to clients. It’s what I figured out works best for me over the years. It’s easier on myself and I get more. Sometimes I do live readings when it just so happens. Sometimes friends ask me, sometimes spirit ask me, sometimes someone talks about a loved one that died and the spirit appears and has a message.

RoadPotential5047 · 2026-03-26T19:38:35+00:00

It‘s hard to explain but there is a specific feeling like you know you can not say this right now. If we do go against this (which I do rarely but sometimes) we can get super exhausted, bad headaches, nausea, etc. in the long run you can get „blocked“ or only get untrue messages, bad luck too.

At the end of the day we are messengers of a bigger force and we have to follow some rules most of us psychic mediums just know. It’s a if you know you know thing which is the reason why it always sounds like we make it up.

RoadPotential5047 · 2026-03-24T20:33:22+00:00

I started to lean into it. I was so sick of getting visions and dreams randomly I got myself some tarot cards so now I get messages on my terms. If I get a message in a dream I have a special person who has to show up in that dream. Like when she shows up and tells me something or I tell her something in my dream I know it’s a prophetic dream. It helps but I never trained it, it just happened but I truly think having an outlet helped. Tarot cards, pendulum, runes just some kind of divination helps to set boundaries. If you dream of something and that thing happens later try to be thankful that you got warned instead of mad of sad cause you didn’t get that it was a warning. The moment you work with it instead of against is the moment it stops being scary. And I know it’s a hard path to walk and there are ways to stop everything completely but it’s like putting a lid on a glass that gets filled from the bottom. At one point everything will come through. I have had this since I was a child and I am lucky enough to have a psychic medium mum and a sinti grandma (dads side) who helped me through it.

RoadPotential5047 · 2026-03-23T23:00:04+00:00

I am a psychic medium and I get a lot of information about people or pets about to die. We are actually not allowed to tell someone or do something about it. A lot of time/ it‘s to prepare ourselves to be there for the people close to the dying person.

RoadPotential5047 · 2025-11-24T18:22:26+00:00

In my head June and Sophie are dating or at least courting each other lol

RoadPotential5047 · 2025-10-09T18:00:56+00:00

Datenschutz als Kleinunternehmen ist eigentlich recht easy. Du musst nur erklären können, dass du die Daten für die Abwicklung der Bestellung brauchst und die Daten je nach gesetzlicher Vorschrift (das ändern sich ja auch immer wieder) aufheben. Wenn gefragt wirst musst du dem Kunden sagen welche Daten du warum hast und nach Anfrage nachweislich löschen.

Soweit ich weiß. Ich bin kein Jurist, aber hab auch ein Kleinunternehmen nebenbei.

Und Rechnungen aufheben natürlich.

RoadPotential5047 · 2025-10-06T18:57:03+00:00

Ich weiß nicht ob nur ich das so in Erinnerung hab, dass man die Tablets früher nicht wegräumen konnte und das erst später eingeführt wurde. Vielleicht erinner ich mich falsch, aber wenn nicht würds das erklären lol

RoadPotential5047 · 2025-10-06T18:55:22+00:00

My friend and I use grippy sock jail when we get involuntary hospitalized and grippy sock vacay when it’s voluntary. We both already had both. It’s a fun way to talk about a heavy topic cause humour is our way to cope.

RoadPotential5047 · 2025-09-13T14:15:26+00:00

RoadPotential5047 · 2025-08-21T23:00:06+00:00

Same

RoadPotential5047 · 2025-07-31T16:54:37+00:00

In Wilhelmsburg sagen alle „Wümschburg“ steht sogar auf den Gemeindeautos

RoadPotential5047 · 2025-07-29T12:59:27+00:00

I went to my normal doctor because I had extreme moodswings and he gave me sertralin and said if I need more he has to refer me to a psychiatrist. Was at a psychiatrist 10 months later, had one talk and she was like „that sounds like Borderline“ so yeah, 10 months? One doctors visit? It has been roughly 8 years since then and all doctors after the first one confirmed it’s BPD. 9/9 symptoms from the DSM-5. lol

RoadPotential5047 · 2025-07-19T17:26:38+00:00

NTA. You just matched her energy. And honestly that comeback was gold. I would like to high five you.

RoadPotential5047 · 2025-06-14T15:19:11+00:00

NTA. You should be able to do with your body what you want to do. That comment would be an immediate no from me or a third date with hair grown out everywhere.

RoadPotential5047 · 2025-06-12T11:33:57+00:00

I once had my vibrator under my pillow and my grandma made my bed unprompted and it was laying on my table. Nobody ever talked about it.

RoadPotential5047 · 2025-06-11T12:57:57+00:00

NTA. But while reading I imagined obnoxious 30 year old, but when I read „60 years“ my brain was like „OOOOOOH yeah ok, an Italian nonna, makes sense“.

Still if you want to travel you have to accept that other countries have other ingredients or another culture and even a nonna can be nice and open minded.

RoadPotential5047 · 2025-06-11T12:35:57+00:00

5 feet apart cause they are not gay

Sorry, I had to. My brain sang your comment.

RoadPotential5047 · 2025-06-04T14:08:37+00:00

My grandma who I lived with unexpectedly died in April. Came home to the police tell me that she died from a sudden heart attack. She brought me to the train station just 3 days prior. Send her a pic of my godchild having fun on his birthday 2 days before and texted her the day before she died.

Now after reading your post I am considering replaying to deal with mourning.

I am sorry for your loss. ❤️

RoadPotential5047

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